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Suicide Discussion

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CaramelDragon
What mindset were you in when you’ve tried to ctb?
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5
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500
Famous Last Words
F
K
Method Cyanide
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25
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4K
Shu
Shu
I
Not sure what I’m going to do
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21
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673
indigomoon
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LifeQuitter2018
Do the alive often figure out the reason(s) why the dead left them ?
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14
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634
Manaaja
Manaaja
Saddoll
Discussion Scared about what happens after?
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22
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2K
Saurophaganax
Saurophaganax
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Hanging
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3
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787
sfdwx
sfdwx
Of The Universe
Just Got My SN!
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9
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769
UnravelingWinter
UnravelingWinter
D
N questions
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20
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2K
lmon
lmon
J
Not having any ambition or purpose sucks
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12
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716
symphony
symphony
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Is there a link for a method of testing SN that applies generally to all testing kits?
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3
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435
Cathy Ames
Cathy Ames
T
Help Question about N
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8
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523
Stargate
Stargate
D
Venting developing physical health issues
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7
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579
archipelago
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SpaceCadet
Living a simple life
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4
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620
SuicidallyCurious
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deathgripsme
Discussion I want to try Heroin
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43
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3K
wljourney
wljourney
cyanlove
Discussion How many of us have sought mental health counseling in the past?
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21
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833
Starryeyes
Starryeyes
SpaceCadet
Feeling ready to embrace it
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2
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418
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
N
Why do people equalize having no meaning in life with committing suicide?
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10
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618
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
SN from Turkey - anyone tested?
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11
Views
947
Judy Garland
Judy Garland
Weebster
Why is ctb harder the older I get?
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19
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724
NoLightRemains
NoLightRemains
onlyanimalsaregood
Venting Fuck my life
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9
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609
onlyanimalsaregood
onlyanimalsaregood
J
Do you think the universe is cyclic? I’m terrified of that
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20
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774
EraseRewind
EraseRewind
fastlife
Discussion ctb 4days
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0
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420
fastlife
fastlife
G
  • Poll
Note poll
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29
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822
Stargate
Stargate
J
Venting The fear of growing old and unable to CTB
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30
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2K
LeavingEarly
LeavingEarly
W
N arrived but I have no Anti Emetics? Also how to give family passwords to my financials without making it obvious I want to ctb?
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14
Views
743
Hercules
Hercules
PrincessInWhite
Movie night tonight!!
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37
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1K
Bong-Hit-Transplant
Bong-Hit-Transplant
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SN and Getting High Before Hand
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6
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505
unkuto
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oziinnz
Hating being alive more and more every minute not sure if i can wait
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3
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488
lostmylove
lostmylove
GentleJerk
Not much time left.
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13
Views
828
GentleJerk
GentleJerk
sunny/omori
SN + Exit Bag Method
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1
Views
407
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
TheBigGuiltHaver
Venting No motivation to live, no motivation to die
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4
Views
538
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ariadna
thank you
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6
Views
510
Britvik
Britvik
Starchaser
How do you deal knowing that peaceful methods are getting harder to get everyday?
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8
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1K
nopride86
nopride86
Q
I lost $5000 and I want to CTB
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30
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1K
I need peace
I need peace
Weebster
I just realized that my brain is a torture machine and it needs to die.
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8
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466
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
N
Antipsychotic and N
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3
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832
hankbank3928
hankbank3928
motel rooms
Goodbye, @Midgardsorm...
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9
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2K
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
whitefeather
Any fellow professionals here ?
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16
Views
850
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
BigG91
Help I bought SN from a chemical shop and it's like a yellowish salt
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7
Views
543
nightshow
nightshow
Jacket
Venting Anyone else hates their job/co-workers?
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9
Views
452
onlyanimalsaregood
onlyanimalsaregood
Polka
Help I want to talk with older members ~50 years old things took a turn for the unexpected and I would like some 2nd opinions
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49
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4K
Graytaichi
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Weebster
Anyone else stay alive because you just want at least one deep connection with someone?
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33
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1K
inabsentia
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Broke the seals, i guess this is it
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39
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3K
Istanbulite
Istanbulite
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Help Has anyone taken benzos or sleeping pills together with alcohol? (Not to ctb just in general)
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29
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1K
Graytaichi
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P
Alcohol+N is the best combo to feel good
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13
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963
downndone2
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Imthevillain
Just feeling so alone and broken
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11
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820
GideonVandaleur
GideonVandaleur
Insomniac
Method If I got very heavily drunk and drowned (in water) would that work?
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10
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2K
Someone123
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C
Venting Mistake
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10
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820
houseofleaves
houseofleaves
BigGimpin
Being forced into CTB...
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30
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1K
hopeless123
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Lungz
anyone active in this forum that doesnt have a plan or dont consider themselves suicidal? just curious:0
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17
Views
972
Johnhawk_Down
Johnhawk_Down
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