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Lotus1818

Lotus1818

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From my real life experience i still think its peacefull
 
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mini_weeny

Every cradle is a grave
Jan 5, 2021
340
As someone who's failed an SN attempt and has chronic stomach issues and nausea due to bulimia, sadly because I messed up and didn't follow Stans guide or anything, I suffered severely. I took no painkillers, antiemetics or benzos and I regret it a lot. There was no pain but what's easily just as bad or if not worse of an experience was experiencing syncope, body on fire feeling Racing heart and lightheadedness. Yes it something I experience weekly due to low electrolytes but it is always terrifying when my vision and hearing goes muffled, and start seeing stars. It's just SN made those symptoms unbearable to go through again, and sadly because I vomited a few minutes after and failed to re dose I ce am still here today.
Did u have any long lasting damage??? I have similar issues with Gerd and can't take antiemetics and a sensitive stomach so I think I would throw up pretty quickly too. Many ppl here throw up, I guess how long can they keep it down matters a lot. Can't be as bad as hanging???
 
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Octavina

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Jan 9, 2021
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Did u have any long lasting damage??? I have similar issues with Gerd and can't take antiemetics and a sensitive stomach so I think I would throw up pretty quickly too. Many ppl here throw up, I guess how long can they keep it down matters a lot. Can't be as bad as hanging???
Hello, no lasting damage at all because I didn't keep down enough of the SN without projectile vomiting. I had another dose next to me but all I remember was that i physically found it impossible to move without the vertigo and nausea so all I could do was lay on the floor the fan on until I gave up and called for an ambulance. I have only been suffering and hospitalised with low potassium this March though, so my heart is much weaker now but I'm no professional, but yes if you have stomach complications like me please look around more maybe? In my case hanging is all I have and I have not had any success attempts so far, just lightheaded. From attempts
 
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Hello, no lasting damage at all because I didn't keep down enough of the SN without projectile vomiting. I had another dose next to me but all I remember was that i physically found it impossible to move without the vertigo and nausea so all I could do was lay on the floor the fan on until I gave up and called for an ambulance. I have only been suffering and hospitalised with low potassium this March though, so my heart is much weaker now but I'm no professional, but yes if you have stomach complications like me please look around more maybe? In my case hanging is all I have and I have not had any success attempts so far, just lightheaded. From attempts
I am glad that you have made a full recovery w/o any lasting ill effects.
 
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mini_weeny

Every cradle is a grave
Jan 5, 2021
340
I have heard from people who failed that they had some nausea and dizziness, then didn't remember anything after that. No pain at all. The pph has an observed case where someone experienced drowsiness and then passed out. I don't understand all the fear mongering about this method?
Hello, no lasting damage at all because I didn't keep down enough of the SN without projectile vomiting. I had another dose next to me but all I remember was that i physically found it impossible to move without the vertigo and nausea so all I could do was lay on the floor the fan on until I gave up and called for an ambulance. I have only been suffering and hospitalised with low potassium this March though, so my heart is much weaker now but I'm no professional, but yes if you have stomach complications like me please look around more maybe? In my case hanging is all I have and I have not had any success attempts so far, just lightheaded. From attempts
Me too just hanging is available for me but did get a fissured trachea before so I can't do attempts just the real deal. :(
 
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mini_weeny

Every cradle is a grave
Jan 5, 2021
340
Hello, no lasting damage at all because I didn't keep down enough of the SN without projectile vomiting. I had another dose next to me but all I remember was that i physically found it impossible to move without the vertigo and nausea so all I could do was lay on the floor the fan on until I gave up and called for an ambulance. I have only been suffering and hospitalised with low potassium this March though, so my heart is much weaker now but I'm no professional, but yes if you have stomach complications like me please look around more maybe? In my case hanging is all I have and I have not had any success attempts so far, just lightheaded. From attempts
Were your attempts partial or full?
 
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Octavina

Octavina

Paint the black hole blacker
Jan 9, 2021
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Were your attempts partial or full?
Hello, always partial, I bought soft but strong bdsm rope on Amazon because my neck is skinny so I need some support to lessen the rope burn, but I am thinking I will have better luck changing to full because of SI. I have also hoarded a mixture of benzodiazepines to sedate me for my ctb, mix that with alcohol which will help the anxiety to make it more peaceful. All my major ctb attempts have been OD related so I admit I am anxious to try something new like this and to make sure I succeed.
 
mini_weeny

mini_weeny

Every cradle is a grave
Jan 5, 2021
340
Hello, always partial, I bought soft but strong bdsm rope on Amazon because my neck is skinny so I need some support to lessen the rope burn, but I am thinking I will have better luck changing to full because of SI. I have also hoarded a mixture of benzodiazepines to sedate me for my ctb, mix that with alcohol which will help the anxiety to make it more peaceful. All my major ctb attempts have been OD related so I admit I am anxious to try something new like this and to make sure I succeed.
My neck is also very skinny. How thick in mm is your rope? I have lots of benzos too. I just want to know how many ppl have survived full suspension if any.
Hello, always partial, I bought soft but strong bdsm rope on Amazon because my neck is skinny so I need some support to lessen the rope burn, but I am thinking I will have better luck changing to full because of SI. I have also hoarded a mixture of benzodiazepines to sedate me for my ctb, mix that with alcohol which will help the anxiety to make it more peaceful. All my major ctb attempts have been OD related so I admit I am anxious to try something new like this and to make sure I succeed.
I have a 1 cm climbers rope.
 
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Beachedwhale

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Mar 3, 2021
526
I have only been suffering and hospitalised with low potassium this March though, so my heart is much weaker now but I'm no professional, but yes if you have stomach complications like me please look around more maybe?
Hi what do you mean by this? You already had heart and potassium issues before the SN? Why do you say if you have stomach complications look around more?
 
Octavina

Octavina

Paint the black hole blacker
Jan 9, 2021
186
Hi what do you mean by this? You already had heart and potassium issues before the SN? Why do you say if you have stomach complications look around more?
I'm no expert so I suggest they do a bit more research unless they have antiemetics, I ended up having to buy some along with beta blockers because I already suffer with anxiety, low blood pressure and potassium due to years of self induced vomiting mental illness. And yes SN didn't cause this, but I already have heart arrhythmia as well and I don't want to fail this next ctb due to my negladence in the past. Because I haven't been digesting food properly for years I have stomach complications which makes me very sensitive to a lot of dense foods. This is all from personal experience but you shouldn't have issues like that from a failed SN attempt and I don't plan on fear mongering.
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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
As someone who's failed an SN attempt and has chronic stomach issues and nausea due to bulimia, sadly because I messed up and didn't follow Stans guide or anything, I suffered severely. I took no painkillers, antiemetics or benzos and I regret it a lot. There was no pain but what's easily just as bad or if not worse of an experience was experiencing syncope, body on fire feeling Racing heart and lightheadedness. Yes it something I experience weekly due to low electrolytes but it is always terrifying when my vision and hearing goes muffled, and start seeing stars. It's just SN made those symptoms unbearable to go through again, and sadly because I vomited a few minutes after and failed to re dose I ce am still here today.
Rest in peace
 

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