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ApotheosisOfJ

Here for a short time, not a good time
Aug 25, 2026
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So I've fully accepted nausea and stomach pain from ingesting SN, that I can deal with. Something that I would like to avoid if at all possible though is the feeling of oxygen starvation.

In different threads and first-hand accounts (and videos) I've seen people pass out 6-15 minutes after ingesting the SN.

However, is this an effect of the SN? Or is this thanks to the benzos that were taken along with the SN?

I have some Diazepam stashed that I am planning to take with my SN when it arrives, but if it is the Diazepam that is meant to "knock me out" and avoid the worst feelings of the SN effects, I'd like to do a trial run by taking 20-30mg of Diazepam and see how long it takes to knock me out.

However, I've seen mixed accounts that SN causes a sudden drop in blood pressure and oxygen levels in the brain which is actually what knocks you out, in which case the function of the Diazepam in my protocol is just to reduce anxiety then that changes things.

Would anybody more informed on the effects of SN or benzos (or Diazepam specifically) be able to help clear this up for me?
 
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hevnsfall

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Jul 18, 2026
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The diazepam diminishes your survival instinct first of all and also numbs you out. It acts as a long term benzo. It doesn't knock you out cold instantly like oxazepam or xanax because it is not designed that way.

Sn does not cause air hunger, rest assured. You might feel lightheaded and dizzy, almost like in a drunken state.
 
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