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Suicide Discussion

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I wish my broken heart would explode
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7
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398
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
issei123
have you ever felt the urge not to exist
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13
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660
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
NothingElseMatters
i might have to wait till 2026 to ctb
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5
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448
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
J
I feel so stuck
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3
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306
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Shahir
Help i cant get to have SN without a credit card here in Bangladesh
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5
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394
sharky
sharky
WorthlessTrash
Story My story and why I want to go.
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19
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1K
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
Bootleg Astolfo
Thanks Canada, very cool. Totally not actively getting in my way at all.
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7
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660
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
°Celsuis_Caesar
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Poll: Sodium Nitrite and PPE, is it needed?
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6
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1K
NoahJuan
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Weebster
Is mercury poisoning a good method?
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16
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968
GentleJerk
GentleJerk
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please tell me if my sn source is legit
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2
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510
NoahJuan
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Hans Voralberg
Venting I will CTB on Friday 22
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24
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1K
NoahJuan
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roaming_soul
Venting Failed to get prescription antiemetic from Doc
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26
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1K
hopeless123
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i hate being alive
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11
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912
existcrisisactor
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Moonlight
Help Can N be stored in the fridge or not - different statements
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16
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1K
Smart No More
S
X
Forever 27
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16
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901
Lutembëe
Lutembëe
DrownFeather
Just a Goodbye
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23
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
DrownFeather
Have you gave up yet?
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22
Views
849
Crazy4u
Crazy4u
depressedmaniac
Venting thoughts about me
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6
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474
depressedmaniac
depressedmaniac
KleinerWolf
Method SN source that ships internationally
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25
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3K
Carlotta16
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Any recommendation for a good anchor point?
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10
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847
wearingmyheart
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PrincessInWhite
how to pass out from hyperventilation/shallow water blackout- PLEASE help
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10
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2K
Rabbit50
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NothingElseMatters
I'm more scared of my future here on earth than the possibility of going to hell after i kill myself
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10
Views
703
lofticries
lofticries
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It starts
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10
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528
Flying Away
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What is holding you back from ctb right now
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116
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3K
Sweet Chainsaw
Sweet Chainsaw
First loss
Help Is shallow water blackout reliable? Anything I should be aware of?
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11
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3K
treetop.grazer
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J
If you are afraid people might be hurt by your suicide
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18
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826
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
AstroV
Do you care about your birthday?
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25
Views
467
chocolatebar
chocolatebar
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Is it wrong to CTB while mom was cancer?
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19
Views
583
_Seeking
_Seeking
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Discussion Really struggling
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9
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584
Glowarm
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COLDEST_OPP_777
Discussion no sn,no gun,no nitrogen nothing .. only hanging what the hell is happening
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4
Views
649
M.i.245541
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Soapie
im so scared of going back to the mental hospital
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4
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646
loststar
loststar
Lalari!!
  • Question
Method hospital
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7
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1K
loststar
loststar
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i can live out my dream in death.
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4
Views
382
loststar
loststar
Starylain001
Breaking a promise not to ctb
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5
Views
387
DPJ187
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Firearms in the UK?
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1
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434
loststar
loststar
MrBigSad
The cost of dying
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5
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363
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
hankbank3928
Can police track your car?
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22
Views
687
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
R
Venting broke up with my bf
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3
Views
524
DPJ187
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I
Venting Feeling trapped
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1
Views
311
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Chloroquine cocktail without benzos
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2
Views
436
Smart No More
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western_heart
Venting Aborted impulsive SN attempt
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5
Views
720
western_heart
western_heart
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Discussion What's the point of not allowing chronically ill people to ctb safely?
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12
Views
668
antoniamonroe
antoniamonroe
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how would one go about unaliving oneself?
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9
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432
DPJ187
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Agorophobia anyone?
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15
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620
its-about-time
its-about-time
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Method What type of rope is good for partial suspension?
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2
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871
Area Man
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Judy Garland
Jungle site no longer selling SN?
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17
Views
761
Shu
Shu
thedaywillcome
I dont want to stare at my wall
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2
Views
317
DPJ187
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BigG91
Help Has my SN turned to Nitrate ?
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2
Views
798
Judy Garland
Judy Garland
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Feeling insecure about the methoda available to me
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3
Views
414
Judy Garland
Judy Garland
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Venting feeling hopeless
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1
Views
343
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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