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Suicide Discussion

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FuneralCry
There is no ‘recovery’ from being aware of the reality of this existence
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damaged_soul
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Insomniac
Story Chanti De Corte, 1998 - 2022, Legal euthasia from PTSD due to terrorist attack... PTSD is not a joke.
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10
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1K
uniqueuser
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BornToFail
Venting Did I go too far?
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6
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590
BornToFail
BornToFail
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Venting Is printing out a check on paper, signing it, and then scanning that check in for mobile deposit illegal?
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5
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474
Cathy Ames
Cathy Ames
almaranthine
Discussion Two Different Notes/Letters
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10
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587
U. A.
U. A.
adventurer
Discussion do you think that at some point, mental illnesses will be considered 'terminal'?
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25
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toforigivelife
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G
Partial hanging
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8
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2K
Altvtysp
Altvtysp
B
Is secondary drowning feasible in adults?
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3
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549
help56
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Venting I do not know when I should kill myself.
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3
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490
BipolarExpress
BipolarExpress
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passing out, what am i doing wrong?
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17
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Altvtysp
Altvtysp
WhiskeyHands
Venting Am I really going to CTB over this?
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6
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656
Hystearical
Hystearical
emgrl
I wasn’t prepared for this kind of sadness… Rest Forever in Peace, Hope:-) 🕊❤️
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45
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3K
Nightwillalwayswin
Nightwillalwayswin
O
To All Who Read My Posts: :
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7
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474
Obliviate
Obliviate
Efilismislife
Parents sacrifice their child
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18
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848
Efilismislife
Efilismislife
scaryvapo
Help Zolpidem & Hydrocodone interaction?
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2
Views
471
Altvtysp
Altvtysp
A
Leave in harmony with nature
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9
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753
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
F
Any way to make sure your loved ones can’t keep you “alive” if left very disabled?
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7
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764
Thequietone
Thequietone
Hecuba
feeling too guilty to CTB
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7
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523
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
onlyanimalsaregood
Lost my dear friend to ctb today
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42
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3K
UnlimitedPain
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Opinions Of Generic Antiemetics
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1
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425
well2hell
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BitterlyAlive_
Venting Don’t know what to title this.
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4
Views
547
Ineedtodie
Ineedtodie
B4mbi
Help Does PN work the same as SN?
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6
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1K
B4mbi
B4mbi
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Discussion How successful is the night night method?
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4
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3K
Altvtysp
Altvtysp
Lost Magic
I think I want to go during the Christmas holidays
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3
Views
371
jackie_boy1337
jackie_boy1337
jsmitty357
Technical Help Needed - Fittings and such.a
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1
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293
jodes2
jodes2
Altvtysp
Failed attempt with ratchet strap
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10
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2K
Altvtysp
Altvtysp
Girl-shaped Wound
Venting I want to be with him again, but...
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15
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1K
UnlimitedPain
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Silent.Tears
Venting I feel like I'll go crazy if I stay alive any longer
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12
Views
825
Nirrend
Nirrend
quietam pacem12
Ich werde es jetzt tun
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6
Views
443
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
J
Very lonely with severe ME and MCS. Please say hello
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35
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2K
UnlimitedPain
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ConfusedHurting2632
Venting The sad, pathetic state of my life, and how I can't figure out what to do next at 21 years old.
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6
Views
612
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Help I remember reading somewhere that when the brain dies it bombards itself with dopamine and other happy chemicals
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7
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785
Girl-shaped Wound
Girl-shaped Wound
SectOfValtiel
Venting I wish she was still in my life
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19
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1K
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
J
Venting I feel embarrassed to ask for help
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11
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773
Nirrend
Nirrend
Efilismislife
Speed up Phenobarbital(tablet) absorption
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6
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592
Efilismislife
Efilismislife
D
Venting I am coward
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12
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1K
Nirrend
Nirrend
C
Words don’t matter
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6
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418
Winterreise
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K
  • Question
Discussion about spirituality
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43
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2K
Kali Yuga
K
Lauriso
Doing speed every day, planning to prepare SN
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5
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1K
Kali Yuga
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ScarletMaid
  • Question
Discussion I am about to get hospitalized in a mental hospital... is there anything I have to know before I go there?
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12
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1K
justwanasleep
justwanasleep
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Any other ways to acquire N?
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23
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3K
Sun n showers
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J
Discussion Advanced Decisions/Living Wills
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2
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401
BillyBob
BillyBob
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Parents house
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4
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596
Altvtysp
Altvtysp
marcy2022
SN low molecular weight/mw?
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3
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733
marcy2022
marcy2022
Dysgenic Pup
Discussion Society owes me nothing.
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21
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1K
Altvtysp
Altvtysp
plan c
Venting How unreal a life can be like
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6
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611
Winterreise
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D
Venting stressing myself into physical pain
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1
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368
angelallalone
angelallalone
Efilismislife
Burning process charcoal?
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2
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684
Efilismislife
Efilismislife
L
Venting I was the toxic one
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23
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1K
lemonhoney
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Notabadguy
Does anyone here want to CTB despite not having a permanent mental illness?
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31
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2K
Altvtysp
Altvtysp
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