Venting Chained to a human body.

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For me, being in a human body is like being chained.

I'm tired of having to be tortured by my brain every day.

I'm tired of having to force myself to keep alive a body I don't want.

I'm tired of humans and this planet.

I'm tired of being so miserable.

I'm tired of having to put up with another day on this planet.

I'm tired of being trapped in a useless body that doesn't help me in the slightest with anything i want to do.

I'm tired of how unfair this life is.

I'm tired of depending on other people.

I'm tired of being told that I'm not trying hard enogh despite putting everything i can with what i have.

I'm tired of people not listening to me and rubbing their positivity on my face.

I'm tired of trying to fit into a society that doesn't give a damn about me.

I'm tired of people who invalidate all suffering other people go through and call this life a "gift".

I am tired of enduring such an unpleasant, exhausting and painful life.

Even writing this little text is exhausting and painful.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm also so incredibly tired of feeling trapped in this hellish world. Both humans and life itself really are the true problem, and I really despise the view that existence is something that must be prolonged at all costs which is held pretty much everywhere in this pro suffering society. It's so disgusting how all of the pain and torment in this world is glorified so often, as humans we deserve a peaceful way to instantly free ourselves from the cruel, unnecessary burden that is existence.

 

[Bardo]

Spot on!