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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Death Penalty Cocktail, thoughts?
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Gustav Hartmann
Gustav Hartmann
feels_like_rain
Suicide jokes
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9
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520
Dot
Dot
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Olanzapine OD
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6
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896
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
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SN without AE: Chance of success?
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609
Tricondyla ledouxi
Tricondyla ledouxi
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Sn failures
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42
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Tricondyla ledouxi
Tricondyla ledouxi
Tricondyla ledouxi
Anyone else give up on buying an AE? It’s just too much, I’ve tried it all. Online consultations, websites, everything.
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0
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269
Tricondyla ledouxi
Tricondyla ledouxi
Tricondyla ledouxi
Anyone who has ordered 50g SN from IC, did the parcel fit through your letter box?
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17
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1K
looking_for_peace
looking_for_peace
epic
Story My SN has arrived
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6
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635
sheepgirl
sheepgirl
-Raven's Night-
Venting don't fucking kick me into the bottom when I'm trying to climb up
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1
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339
-Raven's Night-
-Raven's Night-
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Help Can’t get sleepy or drunk anymore
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1
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334
jodes2
jodes2
TapeMachine
Discussion Silly Things We Worry About?
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3
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312
TapeMachine
TapeMachine
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Worried about impulsivity but also about time
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3
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307
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CTB Dream
Cruel monkey
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4
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392
jodes2
jodes2
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Venting I did all that work just to commit suicide
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2
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455
downndone2
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mushroomhive
Discussion does anyone else dread the potential of an afterlife?
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30
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1K
itsallpointless
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I asked chatGPT about sodium nitrite
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19
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1K
suisuiforum
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Q
Venting I'm going to do a CTB this morning.
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6
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828
sadDaysAhead
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Help What type of rope is recommended for complete or partial hanging?
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3
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418
mafuyu
mafuyu
Tricondyla ledouxi
Why is SN easier to obtain than ae ? 😭 when will IC start selling AE?!
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9
Views
390
releasespieces
releasespieces
Tricondyla ledouxi
If you do the SN method without ae but you drink 2, 25g glasses, will it work?
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0
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286
Tricondyla ledouxi
Tricondyla ledouxi
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How would you rate CTB methods by percentage?
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0
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289
fayth2567
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Venting (Note to self)
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3
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339
jamie_
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excitingly_ctbidal
Venting i don't even feel that miserable, yet i wish someone would drive me to end it all
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3
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330
etherealgoddess
etherealgoddess
SomethingsOff
Do you ever feel stupid wanting to CTB
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7
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321
etherealgoddess
etherealgoddess
Tricondyla ledouxi
Help! Trying to do online assessment for meto but every site requires an ID verification with your address!!
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4
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279
Aya&Dazy
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emptybox
Propranolol OD or SN, what would you choose?
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1
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335
jodes2
jodes2
FireFox
Going missing is the absolute worst here is why
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0
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349
FireFox
FireFox
borderline-feline
I want to be forgotten.
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9
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397
ephemerality
ephemerality
nembutal
anyone struggling with borderline?
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11
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454
theboy
theboy
IndyAna
I'm tired. Partial hanging help
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5
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456
Hopefully a helper
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Lonerzepam
Story A random stranger I've met cried when I told him I was going to ctb
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13
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1K
DesireDeath
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kittypanova
Help help??? relatively time sensitive
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7
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425
lost_soul83
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Venting I’m happy but then why do I still wanna kms?
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8
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693
bpdblackout
bpdblackout
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Discussion Why are millions of people CTB ??
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5
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405
Superdeterminist
Superdeterminist
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Discussion Can suicide be psychotic AND selfish?
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3
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356
hellispink
hellispink
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Wanting to join my partner in death
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4
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465
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
0Minx0
Venting Feeling like shit
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3
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342
TransMagical
TransMagical
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Venting Sometimes I think that CTB is my destiny, does anyone relate?
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10
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455
Source Energy
Source Energy
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Method Changed mind about method from SN to nitrogen
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6
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2K
Source Energy
Source Energy
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Today is the day. Thanks to everyone and SS.
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17
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788
nyctophilic
nyctophilic
alown
ctb in prison
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23
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2K
Kawika12
K
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Method What does it feel like to pass out on nitrogen?
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5
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1K
Sapphire
Sapphire
trucker247
Hanging questions
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2
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754
absolomonisgone
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looking_for_peace
Are there any ways we can make it easier for our family after we ctb?
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11
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855
LeavingInPeace
LeavingInPeace
xxAbigailxx
How to make it easier for my family?
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7
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371
Sittichmutter
Sittichmutter
Andro • Ανδρομέδα
Discussion I'm not sure I trust it here anymore
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62
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3K
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
card1nal
Venting Reminiscing on past plans to CTB
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2
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319
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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I carried on fighting for a month longer and things just got worse
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2
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329
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Dream
Random chaos
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4
Views
322
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
namida
Help advice before buying from ic
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20
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2K
Truth1234
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