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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
sserafim
Does anyone else feel like Kafka?
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25
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927
Meteora
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corpsebridesmaid
Venting I want nothing more than to be gone, but i don’t want to break my mothers heart.
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3
Views
519
hana0
hana0
soontobedone
Accidental SN
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1
Views
475
Deleted member 65988
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darkSea
Method Is lorazepam (Ativan) a reliable substitute for oxazepam?
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24
Views
878
FadingShadows
FadingShadows
obei
Discussion Therapists hate this site lmao
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18
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1K
strangelife
strangelife
SevenDayWeekend
Venting "Your problems are too big for us to fix"
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4
Views
728
Endisclose
E
Naked Weapon
Discussion Have any of you already "killed" your past self?
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4
Views
581
sserafim
sserafim
A
Today I will CTB with SN
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28
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2K
SevenDayWeekend
SevenDayWeekend
Unattainable666
I've Lost My Battle - I've Lost Myself
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38
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2K
WhatPowerIs
WhatPowerIs
No_To_Life_Slavery
Help US Regulator compatible with German Nitrogen Cylinder?
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3
Views
400
Aim
Aim
alivefornow
Story My life with BPD and depression
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8
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1K
tbroken
tbroken
The Burning Fool
Venting I don't know how long I can go on.
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3
Views
365
The Burning Fool
The Burning Fool
F
Resource Our hope
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1
Views
526
wagner2029
wagner2029
F
My suicide being a meme that people laugh at
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1
Views
451
wagner2029
wagner2029
J
Discussion Hope they find a cure for mental illness in the future
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8
Views
455
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
Water-Lily
I can't sleep
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2
Views
474
Naked Weapon
Naked Weapon
shijimahead
will 4000mg of diphenhydramine + alcohol be enough to CTB?
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2
Views
470
Praestat_Mori
P
grungy自殺
Was it the right thing to not tell my therapist about this site?
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4
Views
700
hadenough58
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EternalShore
Discussion Ancient CTB?
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7
Views
802
Ash
Ash
takeyourshotfunboy
Could 100mg worth of percs kill someone with no tolerance
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4
Views
614
takeyourshotfunboy
takeyourshotfunboy
KIRBYGHOST
yk you're fucked if people say so
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1
Views
423
The Burning Fool
The Burning Fool
traintracks.mp3
Venting I'm not good at life.
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3
Views
418
NeedAnEscape
NeedAnEscape
BecomingTired
Venting I can't tell what's happening to me anymore.
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7
Views
793
cherry7
C
sserafim
How are people okay with the mundaneness of life?
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15
Views
1K
Young.Werther
Y
T
Venting someday
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0
Views
320
tomyumgoong
T
C
Then you know...
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0
Views
289
cherry7
C
ADHDloser
Can some1 please dm me a source to ctb in Australia?
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1
Views
467
feelsohelpless
feelsohelpless
Decayed
night night method success??
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1
Views
625
heysunshine
H
tpboy
Can anyone tell how to go about getting crypto?
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1
Views
304
mtoro998
M
remantonia
Its not really an attempt if i cant get past the daily dose of acetaminophen...
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1
Views
342
remantonia
remantonia
N
Method Beware !!
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14
Views
2K
DeadManLiving
DeadManLiving
onbekend
Discussion What are some methods that you know that aren't talked about enough?
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0
Views
346
onbekend
onbekend
WearyWanderer
Is this high enough to work? / VSED Mention
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0
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470
WearyWanderer
WearyWanderer
D
Discussion On consent to be born
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42
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2K
dreambound
dreambound
strwbberi
Help would 7 trazodone n a plastic bag kill me?
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2
Views
361
heLLishLandscape
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Bibotik470
Ever Had A Neighbor Push You To the Brink? (Vent/Rant)
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5
Views
634
ropearoundatree
R
shijimahead
what med to get so that I can mix with alcohol to CTB? (Prescription or nonprescription)
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0
Views
302
shijimahead
shijimahead
Ambivalent1
Do you struggle to find meaningful connection offline? If so, is it a big part of why you want to ctb?
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16
Views
668
druggedonsurvival
druggedonsurvival
Ambivalent1
If you're past 30, can you accurately predict the future quality of your life up until about 50 based on the past quality you've experienced?
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8
Views
531
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
R
Method Result of my SN testing strip. Please suggest if I can go with this SN.
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3
Views
987
Birdola
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Venting Seriously considering CTB in the next few days
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3
Views
479
druggedonsurvival
druggedonsurvival
Garf125
I don't think I truly want to die.
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3
Views
457
Onomatopoeia
Onomatopoeia
Ambivalent1
Do the suicides of others feel unreal?
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8
Views
678
Ash’Girl
Ash’Girl
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  • Question
Discussion Why do I want it to look accidental? What methods look accidental or natural?
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3
Views
809
wagner2029
wagner2029
tuey32
Why isn’t the carbon monoxide method discussed here more?
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15
Views
979
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
walkingdead2023
Nembutal Availability
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8
Views
879
mtoro998
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C
SN
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0
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344
cozse<3
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D
Hello
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3
Views
403
pebpebpebpeb
pebpebpebpeb
R
Discussion Impulsive decision or thoughtful decision
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10
Views
704
offbalance
O
kfad95
Drowning as a last resort
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6
Views
804
Emi
Emi
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