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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
LunaRose
Tired again
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5
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389
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Springtime
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19
Views
594
Deleted member 31858
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How much i paid for SN Kit
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1
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547
onlyconsciousness
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N
Venting My Particular Flavor of Misery
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1
Views
450
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
J
Money questions and divorce
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3
Views
354
Praestat_Mori
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divinemistress87
Energy to ctb
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13
Views
812
Endisclose
E
C
Venting "The older boy did it and ran away"
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0
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288
ConfusedClouds
C
PAfb_640
Venting My only purpose right now is to save money to die in Switzerland
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8
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586
Meteora
M
RejectedKarma
Discussion Pre CTB Preparations
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18
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1K
Esokabat
E
depthss
Venting Started fighting with my mom again
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0
Views
330
depthss
depthss
struggles_inc
Venting Slowly getting violent
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3
Views
690
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
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It has to be today
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7
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1K
DavidInternet
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Anneko1014
Venting Loss of the One and Only
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0
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349
Anneko1014
Anneko1014
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SN-Standing vs Laying in bed
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0
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340
Evolution9
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FadingDawn
Feeling weird, can't decide to rope or not.
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1
Views
392
Jiyuurakka
Jiyuurakka
DouceLune
Influx of Chinese vendors claiming to sell N
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26
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2K
Wei yu
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J
Venting Taking a break
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3
Views
433
rozeske
R
S
Story I just want to talk
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4
Views
531
HopingOnaMiracle
HopingOnaMiracle
goodoldnoname923
I can’t do it anymore
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0
Views
417
goodoldnoname923
goodoldnoname923
ctb_warrior
Discussion Looking to network with ctb warriors in India
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25
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1K
lucifer_yoo
lucifer_yoo
halleyscomet
Discussion Do you think suicide is a solution?
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41
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2K
worthIess
worthIess
K
CO method
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0
Views
337
kvsvenky100
K
kyuuketsuki
Venting constantly living in fear and anxiety
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7
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1K
Lifeaffirmingchoice
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justcallmeJ
Story Goodbye thread, SN method
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93
Views
9K
LunaRose
LunaRose
Oliver
Getting a gun (hypothetically)
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3
Views
700
allthatimsaying
A
Ww42
What symptoms of your mental illness bother you the most and contribute the modt to your decision to ctb?
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2
Views
410
akwa
A
real human being
Anyone else suicidal because of lack of energy?
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21
Views
865
henry22
H
A
Doctors have it wrong. The goal should be to minimise suffering.
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22
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1K
TransientEternal
T
Z-A
I still love you
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0
Views
288
Z-A
Z-A
PurPurAstie
  • Solved
40 ton press
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9
Views
739
ham and potatoes
ham and potatoes
DandiFynalicious
Venting Panic attacks make me want to die
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9
Views
638
Z-A
Z-A
DyingToDie123
"Friend" thinks my attempts are manipulative
Replies
5
Views
635
penguinl0v3s
penguinl0v3s
D
Venting I can no longer maintain relationships
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9
Views
587
Jorms_McGander
J
goodoldnoname923
I can’t wait anymore
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0
Views
315
goodoldnoname923
goodoldnoname923
manta
Help Dark Net Opiods/RCs for CTB?
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3
Views
475
EyesOfNight
EyesOfNight
H
What's the best way to ensure that the money in my bank accounts goes to my family?
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4
Views
395
thenamingofcats
T
anastenka
Venting I have no idea what I look like
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6
Views
919
Morte
Morte
CompulsiveParasite
Venting Scared to go back into therapy
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2
Views
430
Throwawayacc3
Throwawayacc3
LevUwU
Venting No one actually likes "me"
Replies
8
Views
560
DukeDestroyer
DukeDestroyer
steppingoff
How close to midnight are you?
Replies
6
Views
410
deletedaccount30982
D
meeks
  • Question
Discussion What are your most intrusive dark thoughts that pass by your mind the most?
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19
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1K
deletedaccount30982
D
SadGoose
I’m leaving tonight
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17
Views
2K
Meteora
M
Kanashiii
I'm here.
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10
Views
587
Kanashiii
Kanashiii
M
Help Conflicted. What should i do?
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4
Views
523
ManchildLoser
M
Meretlein
  • Locked
N from D megathread
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2K
Views
259K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
Elijahh
Help Programming my last message
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5
Views
476
Esokabat
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anastenka
Venting Life abhorrently sucks, there is no intrinsic meaning or purpose to anything
Replies
13
Views
625
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
LunarLight
A good test for SN?
Replies
8
Views
785
Timothy7dff
Timothy7dff
lostluck
Easiest way
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5
Views
735
GoldenTicket420
GoldenTicket420
M
Praying to die in sleep
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23
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1K
astonishedturnip
astonishedturnip
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