mrpeter
Experienced
- Jun 11, 2024
- 252
You know what fucking annoys me when I tell someone something and they misinterpret what I say, especially when it's your fucking therapist, who is supposed to help you not make you feel worse.
So when i was around 13-14, I used to own a discord server, and one of the admins told me someone posted bestiality (which I didn't see), but because I was a dumb 13 year old, I decided to give them a warning instead of immediately banning them, but I did eventually ban them.
I also told my therapist about someone who an admin banned, for posting a video of a dog getting burned alive (which I also didn't see), but I unbanned them because they were active and they apologized, but i should have kept them banned.
Now you know what my big brain therapist said?
"Do you ever want to act out what you see?"
Like what the actual fuck? Why would you assume that about me, when I made it fucking clear that i literally don't like that shit, and I'm not trying to seek it out. Do you seriously think that if someone sent me weird shit, even if I am completely disgusted by it, that I would then want to act that out in real life? If I saw someone kill someone in real life, would I then want to act out what I saw? Like I'm fucking 4 years old, and can't tell right from wrong? Is this guy an actual idiot? Or Is he not paying attention to anything I say?
It genuinely pisses me off that people are this stupid, and will assume things about you that literally aren't true.
This isn't the only thing my therapist told me that genuinely annoys me. I've been in therapy for over a year. At first it kind of helped, but it got to a point where nothing was helping, and I was actively getting frustrated with my therapist.
So when i was around 13-14, I used to own a discord server, and one of the admins told me someone posted bestiality (which I didn't see), but because I was a dumb 13 year old, I decided to give them a warning instead of immediately banning them, but I did eventually ban them.
I also told my therapist about someone who an admin banned, for posting a video of a dog getting burned alive (which I also didn't see), but I unbanned them because they were active and they apologized, but i should have kept them banned.
Now you know what my big brain therapist said?
"Do you ever want to act out what you see?"
Like what the actual fuck? Why would you assume that about me, when I made it fucking clear that i literally don't like that shit, and I'm not trying to seek it out. Do you seriously think that if someone sent me weird shit, even if I am completely disgusted by it, that I would then want to act that out in real life? If I saw someone kill someone in real life, would I then want to act out what I saw? Like I'm fucking 4 years old, and can't tell right from wrong? Is this guy an actual idiot? Or Is he not paying attention to anything I say?
It genuinely pisses me off that people are this stupid, and will assume things about you that literally aren't true.
This isn't the only thing my therapist told me that genuinely annoys me. I've been in therapy for over a year. At first it kind of helped, but it got to a point where nothing was helping, and I was actively getting frustrated with my therapist.