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- May 16, 2026
- 4
recently my best friend dropped me and i just don't know what to do anymore. our relationship has been rocky and we didn't treat each other the best. her therapist suggested that it's best for us to separate until i get better. she was the person that helped me think it was ok to live and gave me hope in a better future.
i feel so lost, she was supposed to help me after uni since i would be homeless and i just don't know what to do anymore. it feels like the future was never meant for me and i just want to ctb
i have other friends that care for me but they all feel so distant and i feel so apathetic towards them. i wish i didnt, i wish they gave me the same hope my bsf did. i reached out and got a referral to a psychologist the night she dropped me, but i fear that if i do reach out again, things won't be the same. i keep thinking if i hadn't done this or that, we would still be friends right now. i just feel so hopeless, i was really close to ctb a few months ago and i feel so stupid for not going through with it because i had hope it would get better.
i feel so lost, she was supposed to help me after uni since i would be homeless and i just don't know what to do anymore. it feels like the future was never meant for me and i just want to ctb
i have other friends that care for me but they all feel so distant and i feel so apathetic towards them. i wish i didnt, i wish they gave me the same hope my bsf did. i reached out and got a referral to a psychologist the night she dropped me, but i fear that if i do reach out again, things won't be the same. i keep thinking if i hadn't done this or that, we would still be friends right now. i just feel so hopeless, i was really close to ctb a few months ago and i feel so stupid for not going through with it because i had hope it would get better.
