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Suicide Discussion

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bramblebamblebambe
Warning about meeting a partner. My traumatic experience
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26
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3K
tbroken
tbroken
Abyssal
Discussion Do you have bad days or is bad just normal now?
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28
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752
confusion
confusion
ibuprofen_ninja
what makes a successful partial hanging in your experience/opinion?
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2
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471
ibuprofen_ninja
ibuprofen_ninja
C
A lot of me misses the psych ward
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3
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413
Jorms_McGander
J
N
They throw me out of the clinic if I keep doing this...(coming 5 minutes too late)
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6
Views
641
painoflife
painoflife
fiora
Venting Waking up
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2
Views
464
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
G
Venting Way forward
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1
Views
341
graymatter
G
Scorpio moon gal
What is this
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0
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357
Scorpio moon gal
Scorpio moon gal
L
Venting Hopeless and helpless
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5
Views
750
LoiteringClouds
LoiteringClouds
greg ! :3
Venting Life
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0
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320
greg ! :3
greg ! :3
Z
Nembutal source or scam
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6
Views
650
Jorms_McGander
J
wildflowers1996
one more surgery?
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10
Views
796
lkjhgfdsa1
lkjhgfdsa1
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Will this work
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2
Views
468
Praestat_Mori
P
cherry666
I hate my parents
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3
Views
431
Lifeaffirmingchoice
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wildflowers1996
what happens if I get caught
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8
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859
Lifeaffirmingchoice
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M
Not sure how much more I can take
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4
Views
562
Praestat_Mori
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P
My experience with partial hanging | finally almost at the end of my life
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2
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879
pulleditnearlyoff
P
sserafim
Venting I hate having a biological body
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23
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1K
TakeMeBack07
TakeMeBack07
J
Saying goodbye (if this works)
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15
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1K
SVEN
SVEN
D
Used meds for 2 months
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2
Views
360
Otaku
Otaku
thewalkingdread
Natalists are not a minority
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19
Views
825
thewalkingdread
thewalkingdread
uncat_
Help Qxs about F and opioid OD
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1
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360
rotciv
rotciv
PreCambrianBliss
"Getting Help" didn't help. What now?
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10
Views
524
Praestat_Mori
P
JustBeingHere377
Venting I feel like I'm stuck in this hell forever
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2
Views
401
JustBeingHere377
JustBeingHere377
greyblue_bian
Still looking for SN source in the U.S.
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0
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261
greyblue_bian
greyblue_bian
W
How to set yourself up for stb, I’m very afraid that it will hurt and that I’ll start suffocating
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0
Views
245
wsx-rt
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SeekingPeace164
Help I really need someone to talk to right now
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4
Views
396
life360d_on_me
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Kanashiii
Help Guarantee of a quick painless CTB from jumping
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15
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1K
Eudaimonic
Eudaimonic
N
So I told the staff of the clinic that I visit a suicide forum and I am still free as free as a chronical suicidal person in despair can be...
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3
Views
916
UKscotty
U
CatLove56
Stressing your family out and yourself
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0
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311
CatLove56
CatLove56
ctbcat
Help Are there any non-perscription stuff that can actually kill you?
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8
Views
731
Praestat_Mori
P
FireFox
Love is never going to happen for me suicide is the only way out now
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14
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1K
F@#$
F
S
Can depakote overdose kill you?
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4
Views
470
Praestat_Mori
P
stoplmp
Help Higher SN dosage can compensate low purity?
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10
Views
604
Timothy7dff
Timothy7dff
greatgooglymoogly
Help Is buying SN actually risky in the US?
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18
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2K
Decided98
Decided98
Shiva_Story
Sources of N in the Phillipines?
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0
Views
235
Shiva_Story
Shiva_Story
Sageiois
Guide for OTC OD
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15
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1K
BrainShower
BrainShower
goodoldnoname923
Hiring an assassin to CTB
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7
Views
759
PanaxMan
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L
question about meto
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1
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479
Lifeaffirmingchoice
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bluegodism
what to use for partial hanging?
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1
Views
484
AlexYaBoy
AlexYaBoy
Bunni'sLullaby
Venting Guilt & SN Supplies
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5
Views
731
makingaplan
makingaplan
P
Will I get hospitalized or get into legal trouble for ordering SN from abroad? Im in the US.
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6
Views
637
makingaplan
makingaplan
W
Carbon monoxide poisoning
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5
Views
596
wishicouldctb
W
C
  • Question
For the ones who were in coma before: did you had dreams/nightmares? Or the coma was a dreamless and painless state?
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8
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513
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
Freaknik
Discussion Behind in Life
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6
Views
733
Crash_Bash_Dash
Crash_Bash_Dash
R
SN consistently
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1
Views
274
Lifeaffirmingchoice
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strwbberi
Help benadryl question
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11
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1K
deletedaccount30982
D
D
  • Question
Venting I’m still losing my mind
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2
Views
536
anhedonya
anhedonya
S
Venting So fucking bored
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5
Views
538
xinino
xinino
F
  • Poll
Discussion What keeps you here? Fear, hope, guilt or something else? Poll
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19
Views
727
paroxysm
paroxysm
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