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They definitely do work, although different meds work for different people. I've been on a few different antidepressants, some of which made me worse and some of which made me better. They definitely aren't a cure-all but if you find the right one they'll probably help you be at least somewhat functional.
 
daley

daley

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May 11, 2024
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I didn't think I did. I came off them without consulting anyone. It wasn't until I went back on them a year or so later that I realised what a horrible person I'd been during that time. It's up there as one of my massive regrets. Sure, I don't feel "better" while I take them but they do stop me from being the worst version of myself. I know that now.

I had a similar experience. I was taking Seroxat for years, and then I thought that they didn't really help me that much because I still felt down.
I was taking the highest possible dose, so I gradually weened myself, for about a year.

A few months after I stopped completely, I realized that I am feeling much worse, and was reminded of how I felt
before taking meds. So I got back on meds.

What I did learn is that I don't need to be on the highest dose. A low dose was just as good for me.

So without meds I felt awful. With meds I just feel "meh" - which isn't great, but is a world of difference for me.
I still have negative thoughts, but I brush them off much more easily, and they are less frequent.
 
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indefinitesleep

indefinitesleep

Im out
Jun 29, 2024
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I guess you could say Im not in despair 24/7 thinking abou the things that happened to me but nah didnt do much still overwhelmingly depressed and anhedonic
 
Lost Magic

Lost Magic

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May 5, 2020
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I take prozac. They numb my emotions, but the depression still lingers. I am less prone to the same level of mental breakdowns that I had in the past though. I told the doctor that they are not the magic bullet, but I would rather be on them than not. I take 20mg a day.
 
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Anhaedra

Anhaedra

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May 5, 2024
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Been taking antidepressents (ssri) on and of since 2018 mainly for my body dysmorphia. Havent seen any improvement yet but I guess Im to blame because I stopped taking them so often. Im taking new meds for 3 months straight now and I certainly dont feel better, actually I think I got worse (dont know if its because of the meds or not)
 
sancta-simplicitas

sancta-simplicitas

Experienced
Dec 14, 2023
278
After having gone through the withdrawal, quitting any other addiction has felt like a breeze. I suppose that's positive.
 
needsomeoptions

needsomeoptions

Member
Mar 31, 2024
38
I've been of 3 different ADs over the course of 12 years. I've very shortly been on mood stabilisers. Im not sure the ADs work for me. I have tried slowly and sensible try and come off 4 times - and each one has ended in disaster. I'm told my the medical processionals its relapse - but I'm convinced it's withdrawal. I
Im presently exploring whether I'm asexual - but also question whether this is the ADs. I think they may work for some but for me I wish I'd never started on them.They perhaps stop the downs but there are also no ups - just flatness.
 
snow-angel

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Mar 31, 2024
32
had my venlafaxine increased to a higher dose in the last few months, definitely numbed my feelings, and impulses. I think it's called 'emotional blunting'. rather feel like this than out of control but I'm kind of sedated with it
 
Mywill

Mywill

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Feb 6, 2020
91
Taking venlafaxin, eplim and quetiapine for 3 years, killed my sex drive entirely, brains gone numb and dumber each day.
 

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