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Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
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i feel much better
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stellabelle
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lyles
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I feel like I'm dying, like my body is ill
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gym helps you have fewer thoughts about suicide?
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How much would volunteering impact outlook on life?
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Feeling myself slip again.
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PotSmokingSloth
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