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Ilovemycats

Ilovemycats

I feel like trash
Sep 26, 2025
74
I used mainly box cutters but lately I've been choking or just hitting myself. I also often wear ties like a scarf type of way so I make them extra tight around my neck.
 
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NickyKymJelly

NickyKymJelly

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Jul 1, 2026
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Box cutters. I have easy access to them since I work at a screen-printing shop and they're left everywhere.
 
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buriedinmyhead

buriedinmyhead

If pain can purify the heart, mine will be pure
Mar 24, 2026
221
Scratching until I bleed. I now have discoloration on my skin that's nearly a year old from it...
 
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I Finally Rest

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Jul 5, 2026
8
i think about doing it physically but if i would i would rather fully stab myself than cut because it doesnt do anything for me, i feel like its just ruining my body and making others scared to talk to me. so i think about doing something that is self harm to off myself. but i use drugs, nothing good, just what i can get thats legal, because i am not brave enough or crooked enough to be around people who have hard drugs that wouldnt manipulate me or hurt me because i am no tough enough looking to survive around these types of people, they would eat me up. i have been wanting to self harm big times lately i just have no way to justify to myself except get high or do something crazy that doesnt require hurting others besides myself to ruin my self and my good spirit, pretty much doing stuff to send my self to hell, at least what the Bible says that will send a person to hell
 
3spiral

3spiral

i feel sick
Apr 22, 2026
121
i'm afraid of blades so i use a pin to rip my skin because i like seeing blood more than anything else, also a pin is easier for me to hide, but it's kinda frustrating because it usually stops hurting real quick

when i was a kid and i was struggling with homework and stuff i also used to punch myself in the face trying to make bruises as a form of punishment but i've always been a bit of a coward so i couldn't hit strong enough lol
 
Kali06

Kali06

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Feb 29, 2024
22
drugs, and alot of them.

might sound like im some junkie but i hate drugs, everything about them sucks
 

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