NiuGnip

NiuGnip

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BULLET by Hollywood Undead. Its the only song that I listen to on repeat.
that's my favorite too!
And I like to share this one.

 
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SpottedPanda

SpottedPanda

I'm all about coffee and cigarettes
Jul 24, 2019
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I really enjoy One Last Breath by Creed

 
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Notwinnernotawin

Notwinnernotawin

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Apr 4, 2020
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Asleep and That Joke Isn't Funny Anymore by The Smiths.
Angels on the moon by Thriving Ivory.
Seven Devils by Florence And The Machine
Dark paradise by Lana Del Rey
There's also this song in Portuguese called "Empty Heart". It really describes how I feel.
"Everything has its place
Everything has its time
And I got tired of waiting
My time is now
With eyes on the road
I move on and don't swerve
Just me and my empty heart
Hit hard and I'm in a hurry
There is nothing to stop me
To want to believe
What I can't see
How can I go ahead
How can I be so cold
Just me and my empty heart

There's no beginning, there's no end
Will you wait for me
Wait for me
Wait for me
Wait for me

Are the failures of reason
Are the mistakes of forgiveness
That I'm afraid of losing
Until you find me
The same face, the same time
When I cry and when I laugh
Just me and my empty heart
Let the wind show me
The way back
I forget, I move
I get up and go again
Everything always by chance
Everything always by a thread
Just me and my empty heart

There's no beginning, there's no end
Will you wait for me
Wait for me
Wait for me
Wait for me"
 
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Justsad30

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Dimension369963

Dimension369963

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May 27, 2020
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I'm really surprised that nobody added Dear Agony by "Breaking Benjamin"

I love Anime, Philosophy and Japan so I tend to watch alot like Ghost In The Shell, Trigun, Full Metal Alchemist both versions, 7 Deadly Sins, Attack on Titan the characters I feel suffer more than me sometimes so I became hooked when I was 13 and every Saturday night Adult Swim would air anime from Japan in English sub. Anyway, I listen to many of the songs listed in an AMV (Animated Music Video form).

For me I've been numbed by the endless pain for two decades mental, emotional and physical. The only way I can cry anymore is to look at am AMV playing videos with characters and their tragic stories know combined with the music. The good AMV's have the images change to the beat and it feels like I'm being cleansed by the one frequency that matches mine. My theory is, we love certain songs because music is frequency and our minds and bodies are 100% energy 0% physical Matter (The proof is in the Theory of Relativity and quantum mechanics but it takes too long to explain),which is also freuency.

So the most pleasurable experience I have felt in life (though I've been in plenty of relationships at 37) is actually listening to my favorite music as the frequency matches my own energy frequency and the timed flashes to different scenes perfectly is like giving two of your senses the most pleasurable feelings, your eyes and your ears and it feels like a boxer in the ring beating on my depression and anxiety.

For a few minutes I feel understood remembering the characters and what they suffered through I feel comradery in addition to the physical sensations the emotional ones are strong and very helpful in purging pent up sadness and depression.

This is Dear Agony by Breaking Benjamin I'm surprised if I missed someone posting this song or if nobody really posted it. For those who have never watched anime, this might not feel as strong but I promise you if you watch this 3 days in a row if you're a person who watches mature anime that deal with real world problems and not pokemon and have never heard this song, you will see how a good AMV is connected to the music and this song is so powerful it was able to make me cry when I hadn't been able to in years.





Breaking Benjamin Lyrics


"Dear Agony"


I have nothing left to give
I have found the perfect end
You were made to make it hurt
Disappear into the dirt
Carry me to heaven's arms
Light the way and let me go
Take the time to take my breath
I will end where I began

And I will find the enemy within
Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skin

Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony

Suddenly
The lights go out
Let forever
Drag me down
I will fight for one last breath
I will fight until the end

And I will find the enemy within
Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skin

Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Don't bury me
Faceless enemy
I'm so sorry
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony

Leave me alone
God let me go
I'm blue and cold
Black sky will burn
Love pull me down
Hate lift me up
Just turn around
There's nothing left

Somewhere far beyond this world
I feel nothing anymore

Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Don't bury me
Faceless enemy
I'm so sorry
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony

I feel nothing anymore
 
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mr.Switchblade

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So it is true - anime killing people? :blarg:
 
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Samsara

Samsara

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Mar 9, 2020
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Radiohead - Exit Song (for a film)
Radiohead - Knives Out
Radiohead - Street Spirit (Fade Out)
Radiohead - I Will
Radiohead - No Surprises
Radiohead - How to Disappear Completely
Gary Jules - Mad World
Pink Floyd - Comfortably Numb
Muse - Bliss
Muse - Dark Side
Muse - Endlessly (more of a sad love song)
Julie London - End of the World
 
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tiredofliving

Member
Jun 14, 2020
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Soul Searching - Jaytekz

So much weight on my chest
I feel so alone don't know how to express
The stress in my heart
The wounds in my soul
The past is the past but I can't let it go and it breaks me
I swear this shit fucking breaks me
I'm desperate, can somebody come and save me?
Cause lately, I've been close to the fuckin' edge
So many suicidal thoughts in my fucking head
I'm so depressed and I feel ashamed
Popping pills everyday so I don't feel the pain
But I don't say shit
I don't ever say shit
Cause every time I try it's like I hear the same shit
Jay, you gon' be just fine
You just gotta give it time, find your peace of mind
But you don't understand the tears that I shed
Sometimes I just cry only wishing I was dead and I'm sorry
I'm truly sorry for the way I feel
I'm so lost in my dreams don't know what is real
This poetry is all I have when I feel deprived
I grab my pad and my pen and I feel revived
I can't decide what the fuck am I here for
I'm doing what I love but my heart's still sore
I still battle with depression on a daily
I see my own reflection and I swear I fuckin' hate me
I said I swear I fuckin' hate me
Got a big heart but my heart's slowly breaking
Chasing all my dreams but I don't know where it's gon' take me
Tired of being broke, gotta start acting shady
Making dirty money, yo, this shit is so degrading
Momma know I'm sorry for this route in which I'm taking
I ain't fuckin' proud of these decisions that I'm making but I'm desperate for some Answers why my heart is always aching
If you hear me Lord, talk to me
All the sins from my past have been haunting me
I'm so scared of the future so I stay stuck
Broken into pieces yo my spirits all taped up
I came up, but it feels like I'm coming down
Pool full of liquor swim 'til I fuckin' drown
That's the only way I know how to crack a smile
Taking shots 'til I vomit and I'm passing out
When I'm sober I just feel afraid
I don't know if I'ma live to see another day
I'm tryna' stand but I feel like I'm 'boutta cave
I'm so trapped in my mind like a fuckin' slave
So much weight on my chest got me feeling tired
Plague in my soul I swear is like a wildfire
Like a wildfire spreading everywhere take a look into my eyes see the pain
Yo there's plenty there
See the pain yo there's plenty there
But I don't know if they really care
Where is love is it anywhere?
And if it is yo it's really rare
Can a broken heart be repaired?
Can a broken heart be repaired?
Can you tell me yo I need to know
Or is it lost in our own despair?
Can you tell me yo I need to know
Can you tell me yo I need to know
Or is it lost in our own despair?
 
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My_name_is_Luka

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Apr 28, 2020
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"And it came to me then
That every plan
Is a tiny prayer to father time
[...]
But I'm thinking of what Sarah said
that love is watching someone die.
So who's gonna watch you die "

So beautifully true.. I always cry to this song
 
chrijo

chrijo

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Feb 8, 2019
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Bauhaus

Bauhaus

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Jan 18, 2020
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Gloomy Sunday, "The Hungarian Suicide Song".

Sunday is gloomy,
My hours are slumberless
Dearest the shadows
I live with are numberless
Little white flowers
Will never awaken you
Not where the black coach of
Sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thought
Of ever returning you,
Would they be angry
If I thought of joining you?

Gloomy Sunday

Gloomy is Sunday,
With shadows I spend it all
My heart and I
Have decided to end it all
Soon there'll be candles
And prayers that are sad I know
Let them not weep
Let them know that I'm glad to go
Death is no dream
For in death I'm caressing you
With the last breath of my soul
I'll be blessing you

Gloomy Sunday
 
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W3akCr3atur3

Empty and hollow
Aug 3, 2020
357
Some of my all time favorite DSBM songs.

 
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Shinkansen

Shinkansen

life is pain
Jul 14, 2020
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Options exhausted, except for anesthesia
I don't feel anything.
 
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Xiaomi

Gone.
Aug 8, 2020
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Heavy - Linkin Park ft. Kiiara
The song describes depression perfectly.
 
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Apathy's Girl

Apathy's Girl

Student
Jul 20, 2020
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My picks are all suicide love songs...

Morning Light by Jacques


I Hope You Die by Molly Nilsson


We Both Go Down Together by The Decemberists

My picks are all suicide love songs...

Morning Light by Jacques


I Hope You Die by Molly Nilsson


We Both Go Down Together by The Decemberists
 
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Hammer

just about gone.
Jun 15, 2020
55
Linking parks Shadow of the day, hits really hard considering Chester himself died to suicide not long ago. But the simple lyrics in it of "Sometimes solutions arnt so simple, sometimes goodbyes the only way" is beautiful to me and speaks so much of all our problems and wanting to die.

Can't link cause I'm on my phone and it won't let me paste here for some reason.
 
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rt1989526

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Aug 2, 2020
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Soundgarden - Boot Camp
 
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Escapist

Member
Aug 10, 2020
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Sentenced: Excuse Me While I Kill Myself.

It's so over the top, it's kind of both, serious and humorous.
 
Deleted member 18655

Deleted member 18655

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Jun 4, 2020
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Everybody Hurts by REM:





End of the World (thanks to Girl, Interrupted)::

 
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Brokenwithbpd

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Jun 15, 2020
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Oh man. I have a whole playlist.
Gladiator soundtrack, my favorite is evanescence. Tears in heaven, breathe me, angel
 

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