I'm really surprised that nobody added Dear Agony by "Breaking Benjamin"
I love Anime, Philosophy and Japan so I tend to watch alot like Ghost In The Shell, Trigun, Full Metal Alchemist both versions, 7 Deadly Sins, Attack on Titan the characters I feel suffer more than me sometimes so I became hooked when I was 13 and every Saturday night Adult Swim would air anime from Japan in English sub. Anyway, I listen to many of the songs listed in an AMV (Animated Music Video form).
For me I've been numbed by the endless pain for two decades mental, emotional and physical. The only way I can cry anymore is to look at am AMV playing videos with characters and their tragic stories know combined with the music. The good AMV's have the images change to the beat and it feels like I'm being cleansed by the one frequency that matches mine. My theory is, we love certain songs because music is frequency and our minds and bodies are 100% energy 0% physical Matter (The proof is in the Theory of Relativity and quantum mechanics but it takes too long to explain),which is also freuency.
So the most pleasurable experience I have felt in life (though I've been in plenty of relationships at 37) is actually listening to my favorite music as the frequency matches my own energy frequency and the timed flashes to different scenes perfectly is like giving two of your senses the most pleasurable feelings, your eyes and your ears and it feels like a boxer in the ring beating on my depression and anxiety.
For a few minutes I feel understood remembering the characters and what they suffered through I feel comradery in addition to the physical sensations the emotional ones are strong and very helpful in purging pent up sadness and depression.
This is Dear Agony by Breaking Benjamin I'm surprised if I missed someone posting this song or if nobody really posted it. For those who have never watched anime, this might not feel as strong but I promise you if you watch this 3 days in a row if you're a person who watches mature anime that deal with real world problems and not pokemon and have never heard this song, you will see how a good AMV is connected to the music and this song is so powerful it was able to make me cry when I hadn't been able to in years.
Breaking Benjamin Lyrics
"Dear Agony"
I have nothing left to give
I have found the perfect end
You were made to make it hurt
Disappear into the dirt
Carry me to heaven's arms
Light the way and let me go
Take the time to take my breath
I will end where I began
And I will find the enemy within
Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skin
Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony
Suddenly
The lights go out
Let forever
Drag me down
I will fight for one last breath
I will fight until the end
And I will find the enemy within
Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skin
Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Don't bury me
Faceless enemy
I'm so sorry
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony
Leave me alone
God let me go
I'm blue and cold
Black sky will burn
Love pull me down
Hate lift me up
Just turn around
There's nothing left
Somewhere far beyond this world
I feel nothing anymore
Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Don't bury me
Faceless enemy
I'm so sorry
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony
I feel nothing anymore