Rue89

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L I F E T O L O S E

L I F E T O L O S E

only you can stop the evil
Sep 18, 2020
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262653

262653

Cluesome
Apr 5, 2018
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This song antagonizes suicidal thoughts instead of survival instinct or mental health institutions, but I like it nonetheless.
 
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lighthousekeeper

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Jun 29, 2020
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A classic (though I don't relate to the love part)
 
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purplesmoothie

purplesmoothie

Experienced
Sep 13, 2018
228
makes me cry thinking about leaving behind my parents
 
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paroxyical

paroxyical

you dont have to understand to accept.
Feb 15, 2020
149
Eldorado by ELO.
Tightrope by ELO.
No Surprises by Radiohead.
 
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MYStERY_Man

MYStERY_Man

The 't' is silent
Jul 15, 2020
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Disclaimer: first two might be too heavy for the average ears.


Ripping from me is this haunting admission, so daunting
A complete jealousy of the recently dead
The deepest of all admirations, so foul
Of who'd choose to aim bullets for the hinds of their heads

Have you ever tasted it?
Metallic barrel placed in it?
Do you possess the gall to pain all those in life you've touched?

Failure, I renounce our tenure
This venture has drained me
I ask thee grant self murder's bliss
My conscience has begged me to end this horrendousness
Wrap rope so tightly 'round my neck and twist

Suicide be my guide
The only thing I will get right in this life
My appeal shall not be denied
My place - now secured
My home - the other side

I never belonged here
I never did ask if I could join this world collapsed
A hell hath awakened and now I choose sleep
So let this razor get the better of me

Suicide be my light
The only wrong I stand to right in this life
To the ear of the Reaper confide
His blade offers mercy
May it tear me wide

I never belonged here
I never did ask if I could join this world collapsed
My hell hath awakened and now I choose sleep
So let this gesture do the talking for me

Dear Mother and Father, now look what you've made
More eager fodder for the depth of a grave
For the sweet gift of life you've both bestowed upon me
You'll wish that you'd felt inclined to keep the fucking receipt


Somewhere there's a garden of everlasting love within me
But I fear that all you can see are the scars that grace my skin
These lightless walks will chafe us and just the drugs keep us warm
People feel so lonely in the dark, I feel so lonely in the light

I feel so sad about the people
That never made it behind the bars of their hometown
That never saw these bottomless depths
That never walked these mires, I have walked

Worth the pain that has burned me and scarred my soul
For having been allowed to walk where I have walked
Which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth and back again
Under, far beneath, through it, in it… …and above…

My dear, the concept of "home" is such a vague notion
As I can't stay in the same place for more than three days
Once you told me, that I'll never find home without leaving
But now I saw so many places, I at least forgot them all
So I'm lying in my bed, in my house
And all I want to do is to go home…

I had to promise them that I won't go, but nevertheless I will leave
I'd like to think they must have known that I would do this one day
So I hope to arrive at my burial late, psychotic and wasted
'Cause when it's about death, I feel nothing at all
Nothing but anticipation
Nothing at all

And I will never regret all the wounds you inflicted on me
'Cause another two of these scars and the world is dead

For how I harmed you my dear… …I am sorry…
But as this last summer passed I could no longer bear the pain
This was our last autumn and I'll take the blame
…I'm so fucking sorry… …but that's how it ends…


Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight

Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and loved

It's building up, inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me, you're not the one to place the blame
As bottles call my name, I won't see you tonight

Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and most of all I loved
But I can't see myself that way
Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away

Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change
I won't see you tonight

So far away, I'm gone
Please, don't follow me tonight
And while I'm gone, everything will be alright

No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
 
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Panna

Panna

Enlightened
Aug 31, 2020
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I really like this one since it essentially embodies what I would want after suicide, it would be very nice.
This one is essentially a big fu to god and it is also one of my personal favorites.
 
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CrazyMary

CrazyMary

Student
Sep 20, 2020
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Fell on Black Days - Soundgarden
You can´t put your arms around a memory - Johnny Thunders
Man of the hour - Pearl Jam
Fade to black - Metallica
Show must go on - Queen
 
TimeLawyer

TimeLawyer

Now scheduled for deletion. Goodbye all
Oct 10, 2019
70


I love this band called Avalanche City, these songs are very meaningful for me. Also Vincent by Don McLean
 
TheLostCause

TheLostCause

Falling Apart
Nov 7, 2020
91
I love all of Citizen Soldiers songs. This being my favourite.
 
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ixkitty

ixkitty

Let me be Selfish, just this once.
Aug 15, 2020
356
I love all of Citizen Soldiers songs. This being my favourite.

Damn that song hit home !

Here's mine:

Why - Rascal Flatts


Hymn for the Missing - Red


Loser- 3 Doors Down


EDIT: I forgot Hurt - Johnny Cash
 
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Deleted member 23586

Deleted member 23586

Hope ur final midnight feels like the hug you need
Nov 8, 2020
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I remember listening to this song for the first time. I had candles on, I was in the tub just spacing out and this came on. It was so wonderfully woeful. I played it on repeat for an hour just laying there hoping the pain would melt away.
 
degeneratewaste

degeneratewaste

dressed for the grave.
Aug 24, 2020
264
"pull the trigger, and realise, that seats aren't easy to clean.
'cause it'll be a tuesday."
 
TheLostCause

TheLostCause

Falling Apart
Nov 7, 2020
91
Sorry to post again but these are also good songs.

 
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Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
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WARNING,

Very sad music please don't listen to it when feeling suicidal,:smiling:





Cheers

Geo
 
Weary Soul

Weary Soul

Soon I will be free
Nov 13, 2019
1,156
This is a song about loving someone and a breakup I think. However, when I listen to it, I hear my relationship with life not a person.

<3

 
SuicideBoys93

SuicideBoys93

I am the lord of loneliness.
Feb 10, 2020
324
I love this song. Helps me when the lows want to go lower.

 
Weary Soul

Weary Soul

Soon I will be free
Nov 13, 2019
1,156
This version of Beyond the Yellow Brick Road. To me, the yellow brick road is life, and these lyrics in particular resonate very deeply:

"So goodbye yellow brick road where the dogs of society howl...."​
"Oh, I've finally decided my future lies, beyond the yellow brick road"​

 

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