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SpaxeZ

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Feb 28, 2021
70
I'm in the same boat but I have only put 3000 euros for last days and got 3 months left. I've already went to club like every night this past month, smoked cigarette and weed for the first time, visited escorts 4 times and moved to my own place to have some privacy. My plan is to get a girlfriend home for some days, find a simple job and work for a week to get paid and know how it feels then I'm going to travel and visit Paris, Amsterdam and Copenhagen be it even 1 or 2 days in each then jump from somewhere high enough or drown myself in some lake.
 
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settheory

settheory

Bundle of perceptions
Jul 29, 2021
457
Prepare to achieve ersatz immortality by assembling, preserving, and publishing things i like. Would give me some peace in dying.
 
Arot

Arot

I see only darkness before me
Feb 4, 2020
37
I will travel around my city because it's kind of a big city and I didn't explore it because I never had the chance. I think I will do all those things that couples do like going to the mall, park, beach, etc but obviously alone.
 
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Arrow

Rewrite
May 1, 2020
768
Your ctb date is in 45 days, how do you spend them? All your usual costs (food, housing etc.) are taken care of and you have €6000 euros to spend freely.

I'd like to hear your ideas/personal stories.
hang out in my room. game. write a bit. watch youtube. i'd spend those days how i've spent all my free time basically.
 
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seaweaves

they/them
Oct 25, 2021
118
I don't really think I'd treat my plans any differently from any other end of life scenario
  • Sell off or donate all my main belongings and double check my will.
  • Set up a transition plan for whomever has to take over my job (since it's an important one with no adequate training), etc
  • Make sure my legal name change comes through so I'm not dead named throughout obits.
  • Etc...
Traveling has never brought me any particular joy, and generally very few things bring me pleasure any more.

Maybe I'd commit some crimes against the rich and privileged if there were no risks of compromising ctb plans etc, but I suspect I'd just binge TV, order takeout, and self stimulate in whatever ways felt enjoyable, rather than anything more involved or "closure" bringing like going bungee jumping or contacting my exes or my rapists etc.
 
Chiisai

Chiisai

To infinity and beyond!
Sep 1, 2021
754
Your ctb date is in 45 days, how do you spend them? All your usual costs (food, housing etc.) are taken care of and you have €6000 euros to spend freely.

I'd like to hear your ideas/personal stories.
Add most to my family's investment to help cover them after Im gone. The rest I'll use to go to the beach or mountains and enjoy a few drinks and cigs(things ive given up because of my illness) then take a last look of nature's beauty before CTBing.
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
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Your ctb date is in 45 days, how do you spend them? All your usual costs (food, housing etc.) are taken care of and you have €6000 euros to spend freely.

I'd like to hear your ideas/personal stories.
I would not spend too much of the money because SI can surprise you and you may end up postponing this date more than you might think. Spend some on things you like but I wouldn't spend most of it. :)
 
veryhappyhuman

veryhappyhuman

Specialist
Aug 25, 2021
340
It's funny seeing this thread because this is the same thing I've been thinking about for a month now.

I've made some detailed plans, mostly boring shit like filing my (last) tax return, closing bank accounts, email accounts etc so my parents dont have to deal with all that. The only fun parts are travelling to a couple of places I really wanted to (including one with an amazing natural phenomena). I have a fairly detailed timeline for when I do various things etc before I die. But who tf knows what corona-chan has in mind. Man proposes, covid disposes.

I'd have liked female company for a bit (not even the sexual kind) before I go cuz I've never had it, but I'm too introverted / depressed to even make an attempt for it -- part of the reason I'm ctb'ing, ironically. Not having much hope for that particular bucket list item.

The absolute last thing in my list is to.... watch Marvel's new Multiverse of Madness (which releases in May I think?) at an IMAX screen before I go. Yep that's how pathetic I am. Lol.
 
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