I'm in the same boat but I have only put 3000 euros for last days and got 3 months left. I've already went to club like every night this past month, smoked cigarette and weed for the first time, visited escorts 4 times and moved to my own place to have some privacy. My plan is to get a girlfriend home for some days, find a simple job and work for a week to get paid and know how it feels then I'm going to travel and visit Paris, Amsterdam and Copenhagen be it even 1 or 2 days in each then jump from somewhere high enough or drown myself in some lake.
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settheory
Bundle of perceptions
- Jul 29, 2021
- 457
Prepare to achieve ersatz immortality by assembling, preserving, and publishing things i like. Would give me some peace in dying.
Arot
I see only darkness before me
- Feb 4, 2020
- 37
I will travel around my city because it's kind of a big city and I didn't explore it because I never had the chance. I think I will do all those things that couples do like going to the mall, park, beach, etc but obviously alone.
Arrow
Rewrite
- May 1, 2020
- 768
hang out in my room. game. write a bit. watch youtube. i'd spend those days how i've spent all my free time basically.
I don't really think I'd treat my plans any differently from any other end of life scenario
Maybe I'd commit some crimes against the rich and privileged if there were no risks of compromising ctb plans etc, but I suspect I'd just binge TV, order takeout, and self stimulate in whatever ways felt enjoyable, rather than anything more involved or "closure" bringing like going bungee jumping or contacting my exes or my rapists etc.
- Sell off or donate all my main belongings and double check my will.
- Set up a transition plan for whomever has to take over my job (since it's an important one with no adequate training), etc
- Make sure my legal name change comes through so I'm not dead named throughout obits.
- Etc...
Maybe I'd commit some crimes against the rich and privileged if there were no risks of compromising ctb plans etc, but I suspect I'd just binge TV, order takeout, and self stimulate in whatever ways felt enjoyable, rather than anything more involved or "closure" bringing like going bungee jumping or contacting my exes or my rapists etc.
Chiisai
To infinity and beyond!
- Sep 1, 2021
- 754
Add most to my family's investment to help cover them after Im gone. The rest I'll use to go to the beach or mountains and enjoy a few drinks and cigs(things ive given up because of my illness) then take a last look of nature's beauty before CTBing.
I would not spend too much of the money because SI can surprise you and you may end up postponing this date more than you might think. Spend some on things you like but I wouldn't spend most of it. :)
veryhappyhuman
Specialist
- Aug 25, 2021
- 340
It's funny seeing this thread because this is the same thing I've been thinking about for a month now.
I've made some detailed plans, mostly boring shit like filing my (last) tax return, closing bank accounts, email accounts etc so my parents dont have to deal with all that. The only fun parts are travelling to a couple of places I really wanted to (including one with an amazing natural phenomena). I have a fairly detailed timeline for when I do various things etc before I die. But who tf knows what corona-chan has in mind. Man proposes, covid disposes.
I'd have liked female company for a bit (not even the sexual kind) before I go cuz I've never had it, but I'm too introverted / depressed to even make an attempt for it -- part of the reason I'm ctb'ing, ironically. Not having much hope for that particular bucket list item.
The absolute last thing in my list is to.... watch Marvel's new Multiverse of Madness (which releases in May I think?) at an IMAX screen before I go. Yep that's how pathetic I am. Lol.
I've made some detailed plans, mostly boring shit like filing my (last) tax return, closing bank accounts, email accounts etc so my parents dont have to deal with all that. The only fun parts are travelling to a couple of places I really wanted to (including one with an amazing natural phenomena). I have a fairly detailed timeline for when I do various things etc before I die. But who tf knows what corona-chan has in mind. Man proposes, covid disposes.
I'd have liked female company for a bit (not even the sexual kind) before I go cuz I've never had it, but I'm too introverted / depressed to even make an attempt for it -- part of the reason I'm ctb'ing, ironically. Not having much hope for that particular bucket list item.
The absolute last thing in my list is to.... watch Marvel's new Multiverse of Madness (which releases in May I think?) at an IMAX screen before I go. Yep that's how pathetic I am. Lol.
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