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Theman

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How much xanax do i need to knock myself out for 3 days.I plan on oding and drowning. I have no other options now.
 
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I've had full 24 hour blackouts on vodka, sleeping pills and quetiapine. The problem is, I was just in my bed and didn't do anything. You would have to have SOME kind of conscious plan to execute your suicide plan... emphasis on 'conscious' unfortunately.
 
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Theman

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Mar 15, 2020
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I've had full 24 hour blackouts on vodka, sleeping pills and quetiapine. The problem is, I was just in my bed and didn't do anything. You would have to have SOME kind of conscious plan to execute your suicide plan... emphasis on 'conscious' unfortunately.
Im going to tie a rock around my neck and dunk my head in a bucket of water.What were the pills and how much mg did you take for 24 hour blackouts?
I've had full 24 hour blackouts on vodka, sleeping pills and quetiapine. The problem is, I was just in my bed and didn't do anything. You would have to have SOME kind of conscious plan to execute your suicide plan... emphasis on 'conscious' unfortunately.
Do you know how much xanax I need for a blackout of 2-3 days?
 
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Im going to tie a rock around my neck and dunk my head in a bucket of water.What were the pills and how much mg did you take for 24 hour blackouts?
Most of it was the vodka. But sorry, this is a VERY unpredictable method, so I cannot help you. Sorry. It was not a ctb attempt so I don't know any measurements. The pills were about 25-50mg quetiapine and 10mg zolpidem. Not much... but definitely not enough for 'permanent' blackout. I only used it for sleeping through a whole day. I woke up.

Now, if you think this is good for ctb, sorry, it's not. If you plan to drown, no matter the drugs... your hypercapnic system WILL try to react and pull you out of the water. Keep in mind our survival instinct is VERY strong.
 
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Theman

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Mar 15, 2020
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Most of it was the vodka. But sorry, this is a VERY unpredictable method, so I cannot help you. Sorry. It was not a ctb attempt so I don't know any measurements. The pills were about 25-50mg quetiapine and 10mg zolpidem. Not much... but definitely not enough for 'permanent' blackout. I only used it for sleeping through a whole day. I woke up.

Now, if you think this is good for ctb, sorry, it's not. If you plan to drown, no matter the drugs... your hypercapnic system WILL try to react and pull you out of the water. Keep in mind our survival instinct is VERY strong.
Unfortunately drowning is the only method available to me rn.
 
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