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sacrilegeofsouls

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Jun 14, 2026
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Well look I live in a very strict country there's no way for me to get a gun here and definitely no strong drugs I see people talking about all these chemical solutions and setups for their big break but I really don't have the means for that and I don't exactly have the stomach to do the good old trusty methods either they're way too gruesome is there any easy accessible way to ctb? I'm thinking some over the counter meds that knock you out and take you away in high enough doses that's pretty much the only option I got that isn't something pretty gory.
I was also thinking booze I somehow reclusive shut in that I am managed to stumble upon a way to source this which you wouldn't believe how difficult it is here. My idea was if I drink enough booze to absolutely knock me out and just tip off a bridge drowning wouldn't hurt if I'm unconscious right? Let me know if there's any faults in that plan it's currently my primary idea
 
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whywere

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At least in my viewpoint, the modes that you presented might bring about mental and/or organ damage and I would not ever think about doing any action that might bring about a long-term hell.

Just like overdosing, about zero chance, BUT a HUGE chance of waking up in a hospital and then being told that a person will have to live with organ and/or brain damage.

You are a lovely soul, and I wish with all my heart that you get said such ideas out of your head. You are too valuable for that.

Walter
 
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Walter is right. Listen to Walter.
 
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