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Ben 111

Ben 111

Experienced
Apr 29, 2026
266
The number of suicidal ppl is increasing rapidly..this life really isn't worth living at all..anyways what are your reasons to CTB👀
 
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hdead

Specialist
Jun 2, 2026
347
The number of suicidal ppl is increasing rapidly..this life really isn't worth living at all..anyways what are your reasons to CTB👀
Severe anhedonia, chronic depression, black sheep syndrome and the call of the void. I have done all I wanted in life and I feel done. (:
 
Ben 111

Ben 111

Experienced
Apr 29, 2026
266
Totally relate, i went too deep in the rabbit hole and finally saw the disturbing truth of this reality and I don't wanna participate in it
 

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