ThisIsGoodbye
Member
- Apr 15, 2023
- 37
I decided to write my friends letters to let them know i've moved on, and gone to a better place. I don't have many, only two people I'd really consider close friends, but I wrote letters to others incase they wanted to know. I know they will probably throw them out, or destroy them in anger or upset, but incase they wanted something from me. All my friends are overseas, I have no friends in Australia where I live, so i'd like them to have something that actually was from me instead of the useless stuff i've sent them that they don't use or want. I hope they read them.
Part of me knows that the one I put the most effort into probably will get torn up, or whatever. But it's helping put my mind at rest, and hopefully to the few that do want it, it will help them as well. I'm planning on going soon, I was wanting to use SN, but it's too difficult to find, to risky that i'll get caught or that the package will get found, or too risky that it will set off alarms because of my name and the suicide risk of the product. I've got a few ideas lined up, i'll just figure something out. You'll hear from me before I go.
Part of me knows that the one I put the most effort into probably will get torn up, or whatever. But it's helping put my mind at rest, and hopefully to the few that do want it, it will help them as well. I'm planning on going soon, I was wanting to use SN, but it's too difficult to find, to risky that i'll get caught or that the package will get found, or too risky that it will set off alarms because of my name and the suicide risk of the product. I've got a few ideas lined up, i'll just figure something out. You'll hear from me before I go.