Yeah £5 million would make a difference I would invest in Apple shares and watch my interest grow
only joking, as I'm feeling better I would take a couple of years traveling around the World and pop into the local veterinary stores to see if I can buy N with a handsome bribe.
I would arrange for a big party at a haunted castle for family and friends for one week and then give one of my childhood friends £250,000 in cash so after the party ends I will return to my room and when I pass out from alcohol and drugs my friend will administer the N by injection.
So I will leave them with a Agatha Christie's murder mystery,
Cheers
Geo