Discussion Would you Record and post you CTB?

[DoomsdayCTB]

sort of. I think I want to do a docuseries of me "surging" and how no one notices or truly cares...

 

[PanaxMan]

I'm thinking about CTB in the next months, i have tought about recording myself ingesting SN, but idk yet.

Sure but not like my recordings would do any good it'll be just awkward with the way I'm going out

 

[hmnow]

When are you planning to do it?

Soon

 

[burninghill]

Nah I feel like I'd get a kind of stage fright haha

 

[CatLvr]

sort of. I think I want to do a docuseries of me "surging" and how no one notices or truly cares...

I'm not sad you are wanting to do a docuseries -- honestly that is some insane bravery. Might help normies be able to see and understand the ebb and flow of mental illness better. It just breaks my heart that no one notices or cares (this has been my experience also).

 

[Carrot]

Consider the possibility that you might survive and now there would be a video of you publicly available.

 

[hmnow]

I have planned that way - I like the idea of witnesses to my end

 

[passthisnote]

it sounds interesting

 

[BradGuy123]

I'm a private person. I wouldn't want a video of me doing anything posted online much less something as personal and intimate as my passing. But to each their own.

 

[isthisthingon]

I wish to be alone if I'm not with someone who is also ready to go. No desire to film it or share the experience with the whole dark side of the internet.

 

[buriedinmyhead]

I wouldn't. I don't want the footage to be passed around for creeps to make fun of, and it'll be an incredibly private moment