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gameplayer

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Aug 20, 2026
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I'm wondering how you managed to figure out the name of a particular seller for sodium nitrite, for example, or nembutal, or something like taxine extracts. Also, I'm wondering: are these sellers people on this website, or do they have their own websites that you go to outside of this platform? What clues did you look at. I am desperate to find something that I can buy to CTB, but I haven't found yet where to buy the right substances to CTB.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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You are not allowed to buy/sell things here so the sellers are all from other sites.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Yeah, I figured as much. How did you figure out what the websites are? What clues do I have to look at?
I have not as my method is hanging. But you just need to read threads around the forum of people discussing.
 
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gameplayer

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Aug 20, 2026
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I have not as my method is hanging. But you just need to read threads around the forum of people discussing.
Are you capable of being alone for long enough to hang yourself?
Are you capable of being alone for long enough to hang yourself?
Because my main method, too, is supposed to be hanging. It's just that I can't actually hang myself because I'm constantly under surveillance.
Are you capable of being alone for long enough to hang yourself?

Because my main method, too, is supposed to be hanging. It's just that I can't actually hang myself because I'm constantly under surveillance.
And because I am constantly under surveillance, I'm also thinking of other ways of killing myself by using things like sodium nitrite, nambutal, or yew cupuncture.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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Forget Nembutal. That's not an option based in reality. Ordering SN or other CTB methods under surveillance may be difficult if they take notice of what's being delivered to you.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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I don't know how to order SN.

Do you go on some website on the dark web or on the gray web?
No, but if you found a source, it would have to be paid for somehow, and that would have to go unnoticed. Then, it would arrive and the package would somehow have to go unnoticed by whoever is surveilling you.
 
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MonkeyButter

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Sep 3, 2026
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Every time somebody asks this it gets harder to purchase these chemicals. Get to Googling my friend like the rest of us. You will probably get scammed a few times before you find what you are looking for. I hear old airbags from the 1970s to 1990s have an inorganic salt that does the same thing as your "SN". And just to make it confusing for y'all I will call it LMNOPQURITIEW1243.
 
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