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mplslonely

Member
Mar 14, 2019
38
Consensual Homicide like on "Downloading Nancy"?? I've considered it. There was a time where I was being reckless and taking rides from strangers in hopes that one would kill me. That failed, obviously... Never actively looked for someone to take me out though...

Never heard of that movie and I just finished watching it. So good.
 
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TheTraveller

Member
Mar 23, 2020
43
Only of they kissed me first. Weird request, I know, but it'd be nice to know what a kiss is like before I leave.

yes there would be something lovely about "it" happening after the person kissed you. Is it wrong to want a "good death" not just any death?

The ending of the movie "The Last Night" is good you may enjoy it.
 
Csmith8827

Csmith8827

Strength.
Oct 26, 2019
967
Yes, I wish I had a doctor or nurse friend, even a veterinarian friend, who had access to certain euthanasia chemicals, that way I know it's the real stuff, and administered properly.

That's actually pretty smart. Like trying to befriend a veterinarian for this very reason would be smart. Or honestly just trying to break into there office but that's risky.
 
nirvana133

nirvana133

Member
Oct 14, 2019
34
I would pay for someone to just shoot me in the head, while i least expect it. Like if im walking outside of my house and someone just blasts me, that would be great. I wouldn't want to see it coming.
 
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oxymoron

oxymoron

Arcanist
Jul 18, 2019
439
I would pay for someone to just shoot me in the head, while i least expect it. Like if im walking outside of my house and someone just blasts me, that would be great. I wouldn't want to see it coming.
I like it.
 
ghostgirl1995

ghostgirl1995

Experienced
Apr 18, 2020
237
I would 10000% for assisted suicide
 
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pete_x

Good god, let's eat !
May 9, 2020
340
If i had that kind of money:

I would find me an alt-white scumbag show them the cash then toss them a knife and tell them to come and get, "You live, you win, cha-ching"
 
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Walilamdzi

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Mar 21, 2019
1,700
I would pay for someone to just shoot me in the head, while i least expect it. Like if im walking outside of my house and someone just blasts me, that would be great. I wouldn't want to see it coming.
Me too.
 
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I’mDone

Experienced
Mar 22, 2020
261
If you need someone else to end your life for you, then you're not ready to go.

It's called Catching The Bus, not asking someone else to buy the ticket for you.

If you want to ctb, you need to buy the ticket yourself.

That's pretty heartless IMO. Some people may by physically incapacitated and unable to carry out the act. Some may be unable to overcome SI.

The will to ctb is important, not the physical capacity.
 
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torturedbylife

torturedbylife

Enemy of the world
May 2, 2020
130
If I had enough money yes, why not
 
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Hel

Member
Mar 30, 2019
94
I'd pay a doctor to give me N and then conceal it, to hide that it was suicide. If I had the contacts and the money, that would be my perfect way to go. In a hospital if possible: I want my organs to be donated asap. There are people dying that want to live, I wish I could exchange places, but, at least, I could be useful to save someone's life with mine.
 
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HwangieBoss

Member
May 7, 2020
25
No. I'm not worth any money, they can do it for free or not at all.
 
a.n.kirillov

a.n.kirillov

velle non discitur
Nov 17, 2019
1,831
If he injected me with nembutal
 
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niloc

niloc

Relax — This won't hurt
May 6, 2020
68
I would pay for someone to just shoot me in the head, while i least expect it. Like if im walking outside of my house and someone just blasts me, that would be great. I wouldn't want to see it coming.
Yes! If I could get this to happen and they guarantee I'm out, I'd do it in a heartbeat. This or some time when sleeping.
 
WatermelonMel

WatermelonMel

Melon Master
Aug 19, 2019
408
I dream about it how in the movies people are held at gun point, I wish I get to be them..
 
BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,359
Depends on the method they were going to use. If someone was gonna force feed me N, yipee! If they were gonna slowly hack me into pieces, no thanks.
 
TrailerTrash

TrailerTrash

Just Passing Through
Oct 10, 2019
240
Nope - I can do it myself fairly easily. Good question though ....
 
Quinlor

Quinlor

The stranger
Feb 21, 2019
1,065
Not paying to kill me, but to show me the way, like sell me a gun or a drug.
 
L

Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
3,143
Yep! But it would have to be guaranteed that Id die instantly. And not know when. No more suffering.
Oh wait that would require that I actually be able to leave my bed and go somewhere and be available to be killed . FML
 
Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
Freakin rights, I just can't believe I'm still alive and barely existing never mind living. This is just hell and on top of that Mother's Day is fuckin hell, mom died when I was nine
Peace/hugs
 
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nobiuobi

Member
Apr 28, 2020
22
If I could pay for assisted suicide and to be injected with opioids to stop my breathing, YES.
 
Despondent

Despondent

Archangel
Dec 20, 2019
6,777
No.. possibly if it was an injection where I can leave this world with dignity. If it were something brutal and a gun to the head, no thank you. That's when I would rather leave on my own doing -- it's all about dignity for me
 
Samsara

Samsara

Experienced
Mar 9, 2020
246
Definitely. I'd ask for a single gunshot to the head while asleep.
 
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dysfunctional

dysfunctional

Arcanist
Oct 26, 2018
459
Definitely if I could afford it and find someone. Would be the most ideal situation other than dying in some sort of accident.
 

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