The decline of society as documented in the NY Post nearly gives me a heart attack every day. But I'll never give them a dime. It's a rag. But an addictive rag. I think the prospect of someone coming after one wd be so jarring and unnerving I'd end up in like a MR. AND MRS. SMITH scenario, trying to off the assassin before he/she offed me. Over the years I've had a few people try serious shit with me. I was extremely traumatized and full-on aggressive. I would have unleashed the devil--through me--on those people. It's a primitive, built-in defense mechanism. Most animals have this.
If you want to be killed, just walk down a NY sidewalk or ride a subway, minding your own business. Some thug'll be overjoyed to off you. Lately, more than one. Hell, some teacher was chased by something like 100 HS students for his simply asking them to not drive their cars on the athletic field. This is America. Yeah, I wanna live in this gulag for decades more, please. I'd rather hang with the polar bears. More humane.
Going to try to get a few winks now if my body will cooperate. Thx for alleviating the isolation and total lack of understanding out there. This place, oddly, has become a lifeline of sorts. And will continue to be one until I get my ticket. Nighty night.