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Space Cadet

Space Cadet

Member
Mar 2, 2020
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I think CTB'ing with a partner or part of a group would be nice for support and to actually go through with the act as ever since a failed attempt in my teens I been scared about what ifs (such as what if I survive but am then worse of ie lost limbs, damaged internal organs, facial scars, in serious pain from broken limbs etc.) every time I find reasons not to try a certain method yet I really want to CTB.
 
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can'tdoitanymore

Student
Oct 31, 2019
102
I think having to die alone is the saddest and scariest part of suicide. It would be such a comfort to have some there but I wouldn't ever look for a partner. There's not just the higher risk of survival if one of you gets cold feet but I would be worried they had other intentions and it was a set up.
 
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Dreamless Sleep

Dreamless Sleep

The eternal night before chaos...
Feb 1, 2020
190
Nah. I want to be alone in death like I am in life.
 
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Of course not. What a sordid and sad affair. Such a situation is rife for the sickest of emotional vampires to take gratification out of. I wouldn't want to drag someone else into it just to not be alone. I've been alone all my life at a fundamental level and I've no doubt I'll face my death alone. I'd like to think I'd do it with courage and honour but that's empty words. I've seen death and I see no honour in it.
 
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voyager

voyager

Don't you dare go hollow...
Nov 25, 2019
963
Ok, unfortunately we had two threads that day on this topic and I posted on the wrong one.
I'm a bit of a loner, pretty much actually, so suicide is somewhat personal to me and I'd feel more comfortable alone. But I do like the idea of this party, so I'm thinking why not have both? :smiling:

Could be something magical like suicide island, but really any secluded place would do where we could haul in supplies. Guns, poisons, ropes, gases, crafting materials, drugs, alcohol, food and drinks. We could have a huge campfire. A barbecue. Music. A friendly get together under the stars. Knowledgeable people could instruct others on how tos. No one would be forced to do anything. People could die in the arms of the like-minded. Others could slip away deep into the woods or mountains. Those who refrain for a while could check on others to make sure everything went well and no one suffered.
 
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s1mplem3

Arcanist
Mar 4, 2020
454
I don't mind if not too big group, but where to find that group. I don't mind even if just someone wants to join me.
 
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Sad_Autistic_boy_101

Sad_Autistic_boy_101

When I die, you'll love me.
Nov 19, 2019
455
Hell yeah! Any way to get me out of this world i'm taking it!
 
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metapod

metapod

Member
Mar 1, 2020
16
i've been looking for a partner forever, idk about a group though someone might come just to try and talk us out of it and then i would feel guilty
 
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Viola

Specialist
Feb 28, 2020
334
Do you know what? I'm literally so up for this. Fuck environmental protestors in Trafalgar Square! Let's make a real statement.
 
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Pan

Paragon
Oct 24, 2019
913
With the good folks at sanctioned suicide, yes.
 
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HadEnough1974

I try to be funny...
Jan 14, 2020
684
Please google "Jim Jones" and "kool aid" everyone, thank you.
 
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Pan

Paragon
Oct 24, 2019
913
Like adolf hitler, Jim Jones was an amphetamine addict, whose increasing grandiosity and paranoia worsened over time. Interestingly, Jones himself shot himself rather than drink the toxic brew he was giving everyone else. If anything, he gave the prominent name "kool-aid" a new, poisonous meaning. The ruins of Jonestown still stand today as I understand it as a reminder, think, of what methamphetamine can do. So much for Utopianism.
 
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DaFloof

DaFloof

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Feb 21, 2020
24
I don't know about a group, but a partner or two there with me at the end might be nice. I don't feel like I really need the 'backup' or encouragement, but some human contact at the end seems like it would make the last moments more pleasant overall.
 
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Blu_1

Blu_1

Love, until you can love no more IG: trueblue_1010
Mar 13, 2020
147
That doesn't sound like a terrible idea. Although truth to be told, I'd be more comfortable with a smaller group setting as I want to be certain all participants are clear and not doing it strictly because of peer pressure.
 
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Busdriver

Busdriver

Mage
Feb 11, 2020
513
Together could be fun. Have like a bus trip together, enjoy the days, eat some good stuff and at the end we all say CHEERS and drink our N. :))
 
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ravergirl

ravergirl

Death becomes her
Jul 22, 2020
294
One of my ideations is a Russian Roulette party.
 
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Shinkansen

Shinkansen

life is pain
Jul 14, 2020
615
only if someone carries an assault rifle in case something goes wrong.
 
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XYZ

XYZ

I just can’t get these damn wrists to bleed
Jul 22, 2020
800
Too antisocial to engage in group suicide. Unless they let me go there with a potato sack over my head with three holes in it, not talk or interact in any shape or form and just hand me the fuckin nembutal.
 
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ARW3N

ARW3N

Melancholia
Dec 25, 2019
407
One of the major reasons why suicide comes across as such an excruciatingly lonely act is because it's still a taboo subject. Yes, it would be much easier to kill myself in company than alone.
 
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sadbadpsychogirl

sadbadpsychogirl

sonofabitch
May 29, 2020
725
yes better than doing it alone
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,939
I normally would never have thought of it, but at this point, I'd try anything. I really want company when I go, but I can't ask that of any of my loved ones.
 
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AnxietyAttack44

I just wanna go to my husband already.
Jun 5, 2020
1,092
Yes. I would
 
Seafoam

Seafoam

Student
Jun 26, 2020
103
I 100% would. It'd make it much easier to do lol.
 
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