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Lou_Charthethird

Lou_Charthethird

A lifeless husk
Dec 19, 2025
58
This post is not a threat, I promise!
Suicidal people may yearn for death, but how would you feel if someone killed you?
Personally, compared to continuing to live, I would prefer being shot in the head, pushed off a cliff, hanged, or strangled, but I wouldn't want to be stabbed.
I wish it could happen when i least expect it. Like shot in the back of my head. One second im living the other, all black
 
ImpairedLowlife

ImpairedLowlife

Empty and hollow
Aug 3, 2020
412
Weirdly enough, no.
I kind of see it as a lose, lost battle. I want to be the one who ends my own life.
 
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PanaxMan

Water fasting until death (Currently homeless)
Apr 11, 2023
684
This post is not a threat, I promise!
Suicidal people may yearn for death, but how would you feel if someone killed you?
Personally, compared to continuing to live, I would prefer being shot in the head, pushed off a cliff, hanged, or strangled, but I wouldn't want to be stabbed.
Sure it would be interesting. A random fantasy of all the magical worlds I've read
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,999
No, they might botch it---In Germany, with the Russian Troops advancing at the end of the war, thousands of Germans committed suicide--Many killed their families and then themselves--But this one guy, after killing his family, then shot himself, but he only succeeded in blinding himself
 
idfwlnh

idfwlnh

Mousse - the final "peace" in life
Apr 10, 2026
120
yes please assassinate me
i can't kms and dont have enough courage to do so anw
there was a guy on a video smwhere talking to a prb depressed girl saying that "why still living? is killing yrsf that hard? it just means that you still want to live"
hell, SI is not THAT easy to overcome
 
in hell out soon

in hell out soon

Student
Apr 27, 2020
118
in an ideal world it would be quick, it would be painless, and the person doing it would not be caught
 
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Scythe

Lost in a delusion
Sep 5, 2022
783
Something fast yes, it's for the best, that way my family doesn't blame themselves.
 
scordatura

scordatura

hate myself
Sep 12, 2025
124
In my worst ways yes I would. Irregardless I have no care for myself in those moments. Do anything as long as it gets it done.

But then the thing though, is when I imagine being murdered, I end up imagining being murdered in a way that would induce intense prolonged sufferering, and then I get scared and think, I need to kill myself before that happens to me. I have quite high level paranoia that consumes me...

But aswell, even though I'm suicidal, I'd also be pissed off, what gives you the right to do absolutely anything to my body? It's the only thing that's mine... and I'm sure I don't deserve that either.
 
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Johnporkyy1000

Johnporkyy1000

Member
Dec 5, 2025
14
Yes and no. Yes cause I'd be at peace dead but no cause I wanna do it on my own terms
 
ben_

ben_

i ben therefore i am
Oct 31, 2023
107
someone making the choice for you - what's not to like! homicide or a (genuine) accident is always preferred by me :)

i also used to be ideating this a lot... execution style, bullet in the head, and i'm smiling inside.. because they have no idea how piece of shit of a person i really am...

now that i think about it.. it could happen years ago.. was drinking with friends, and at some point the one crazy girl took the biggest kitchen knife and put it right to my throat. i've never seen people sober up that quick.. they were all spooked.. only me and her had fun...
 
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MyMomWasMyLife

Member
May 2, 2026
71
This post is not a threat, I promise!
Suicidal people may yearn for death, but how would you feel if someone killed you?
Personally, compared to continuing to live, I would prefer being shot in the head, pushed off a cliff, hanged, or strangled, but I wouldn't want to be stabbed.
As long as it's quick and painless.
 
gardenoflonely

gardenoflonely

I'm ready whenever you are, God
Apr 29, 2026
71
Not really tbh, I want control over how I go out
 
EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

2036-01-10T08
Apr 10, 2025
2,265
Only if rapid unaliving, eg quick shot, explosion... tho explosion has the risk of harming others, which isn't acceptable for me (only if no one else was harmed but me and the person who pulls their special vest, would it be ok)
 
Ima-username

Ima-username

Mentally Tortured
Feb 15, 2026
88
Yes but no one on here is from the UK to help me
 
killawithme

killawithme

empty.
Jan 2, 2026
38
with a gun or drugs maybe but any other way no.
 
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SarahThrowsGin

Member
Aug 22, 2025
86
No to being murdered, but would have liked to die in an accident (so long as it does not take long to die, of course).
 
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FrustratedMTFtrans

FrustratedMTFtrans

Member
Apr 17, 2026
77
Shot or stabbed, but only in the navel, then, if possible, hung while dying to complete the process. The biggest problem is finding someone to do it, whether it involves going somewhere where murder is likely, or by putting out a hit contract on myself. For this reason, being murdered as part of a mutual suicide/killing pact may be more feasible and more easily arranged. I had brief communication once in Internet with a hit woman specializing in killing with silenced guns for discrete execution and doing cleaning up and disposal. But I lost contact before we could discuss contract terms for a hit on myself. Other people who appear to want to kill (snuff) free-of-charge for a kick sometimes get cold feet and just don't commit when challenged to do it in real life (irl).
 
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Bybye

Bybye

Member
Sep 24, 2023
43
I mean, if a sniper picks me out of a crowd and blows my brains out, lovely, I'd want that. I wouldn't know what was happenng.
If someone does a proper chokehold until I'm fully gone, that'd be great, I'd pass out quickly and painlessly.

If they're going to strangle me to death, then no. Stabbed in the stomach, slowly bleeding to death? Nah. Pushed off a window? Terrifying, no thank you.
 
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Nothingness91827

Member
Apr 14, 2026
12
I'm and Uber driver that works the graveyard shift. I'm still waiting for someone to pull a gun because the conversation that would take place next would be incredibly cathartic for me and confusing for them.

I wouldn't mind at all if I was murdered, but I would kindly ask they aim properly to avoid maiming.

Has anyone seen the video of a bar getting robbed where a patron didn't get down or move at all. He sat there with his beer and didn't flinch. The 2 robbers attempted to get his valuables and he did not give in.

That is what my reaction would be.
 
chuckapalahniuk27

chuckapalahniuk27

Member
Apr 9, 2026
21
i guess it would be nice if someone poisoned me without me knowing but i wouldn't like it any other way.
Be shot yeah as it's quick and instant death but not stabbed or strangulation.

I would rather be executed with lethal injection like the death row prisoner, how come they have an easier death.
i've heard lethal injection can go wrong and be incredibly painful so i wouldn't say its an easy death in every case lol
 
2mikki

2mikki

Student
Apr 23, 2026
3
Yes only if its a fast death. Else I'd rather end everything by myself because I would be ready
 
z14z

z14z

Member
May 15, 2025
38
i find it really disrespectful to myself if I was killed by someone else lol, other than that I've fantasized about accidental deaths like getting hit by a car even tho I prefer an easy death which doesn't involve others
 
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dhk96

dhk96

Experienced
May 8, 2018
223
Only if it's unexpected/quick/painless. I don't want to be conscious during my death or aware that I'm going to be killed right before it happens.
 
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tannhausers

tannhausers

Голодный.
Apr 23, 2026
31
bombed with the nuke - yes
shotted in the head - maybe
brutally killed with the knife - hell no
 
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FrustratedMTFtrans

FrustratedMTFtrans

Member
Apr 17, 2026
77
I would like it to happen to me, by strangulation but preferably being shot or stabbed in the navel. It coukd be a hit contract on myself, I imagine. I doubt there is anyone here on SaSu who can take on the task. I was looking for people doing such things on the motherless.com website, but it got closed down on May 7, 2026. Both there and elsewhere I've been talking with several MTF transgirls about getting it done together, but I've lost some of those contacts with the demise of motherless. Also discussed have been ideas of CTB pacts where transgirls do it to each other following suicidal overdosing together. I think the navel is suitable not only for being shot, but also for being stabbed. It's a weak point in the body and although some force and pain is to be expected with resistance of the skin being penetrated, it should feel OK thereafter, the pain alleviated by a high adrenaline level due to the excitement of what is happening..
 
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Merocero

Merocero

Tired.
Jul 29, 2025
58
i think i wouldnt mind, it would make it easier on my family as well so...
 
phantasmagoria

phantasmagoria

Member
Nov 17, 2025
41
I wouldn't call it murder; I'd call it a mercy killing. It's preferable to me than suicide. I think being injected with a lot of heroin would be a nice way to go. Just immense feelings of euphoria as I die.
 

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