Would you like to be murdered?

[inconclusivesorbet]

I imagine that Itd be preferable to grieve me as someone else's victim and not my own. Whatever way just dont set me on fire. Drown me, stab me, shoot me, choke me that's all fine. The assailant wouldn't know how much of a favor they may be doing me.

 

[alivebutnotliving]

This post is not a threat, I promise!
Suicidal people may yearn for death, but how would you feel if someone killed you?
Personally, compared to continuing to live, I would prefer being shot in the head, pushed off a cliff, hanged, or strangled, but I wouldn't want to be stabbed.

if i were to be murdered, i'd want it to be some giant freak accident i wouldn't be able to predict. but if i was able to make that decision myself, no. i want to be in full control over my life for once

 

[tomame]

totally. would take the responsibility off me of ending it

 

[intr0verse]

I would like to be handed over a bottle of N. After i reach nirvana or buddhahood, i promise to clear all their negative karma.

 

[LaetumCat]

Hm. As a concept, I wouldn't mind it I suppose. But realistically? No, probably not. They could torture me before death, make me slowly bleed out, etc. I'd only accept if I knew it would be quick and painless, otherwise no point in involving someone else in it.
Now, if it would be a double suicide in a way we kill each other not ourselves, now we're talking....

 

[slitter]

This post is not a threat, I promise!
Suicidal people may yearn for death, but how would you feel if someone killed you?
Personally, compared to continuing to live, I would prefer being shot in the head, pushed off a cliff, hanged, or strangled, but I wouldn't want to be stabbed.

I really wish it would happen honestly but I know that's unlikely. I feel so guilty for wanting to ctb and I often fantasize about someone taking the burden of the job away from me

 

[PetalFlower98]

Yes, as long as it is quick and instant. I would be very grateful actually.

 

[Lost Magic]

No, but I think one of those old school Gladiator showdowns would be a cool way to go out!

 

[OnMyWayToSomewhere2]

Since I'm not sure I'll be able to CTB without my SI getting in the way, maybe. If it were quick and mostly painless, that might be better.

 

[itsgone2]

I frequently have nightmares now. I had one last week where I was walking down the street at night and a car was following me and it was clear they were going to hurt or kill me. I was terrified. I woke up before anything happened. So no, I wouldn't like it. It would need to be something like a clean shot in the head while I wasn't looking.

 

[Seneca65AD]

Setting aside the legal definition of murder, my answer is yes. It would take away the stigma of suicide and probably make it a little easier to accept for my wife and daughter.

Imagine if there was a John Wick style of murder for hire but only for suicidal people. I would transfer the money and indicate the type of death I needed (accident, by product of crime, messy, clean, painful or painless) and time frame. The mere thought of not knowing when, where or how would definitely introduce a level of excitement - at least for me.

 

[Sammystink]

Honestly yeah, it would help me a lot. Im not really strong enough to do it myself just yet..

 

[Catchthebusnow]

Yes!! No issue at all with that. My biggest obstacle is getting caught CTB'ing and trying to plan around that but there's always a chance something will slip up … and if I'm caught, it's all over. That would eliminate that! Any guaranteed done, I'm on board, even if by someone else

 

[Dinozauria]

If I was shot in the head, sure why not

Though, I don't live in the USA (or any other country where people commonly have guns) so I'd probably just be stabbed, and it'd be painful as fucckkkk. So yeah, I'd rather not be murdered (unless maybe I was pushed off a high cliff)

 

[meowzers3276]

i would totally pay someone to either shoot me, strangle, or otherwise administer and oversee my death to make sure it's successful. i've considered it but i wouldnt want the other party to be penalized legally.

 

[chewedmeat]

Yes! Its a very frequent thought! Whenever im outside, or i let my thoughts wander i get paranoid that someone will come from somewhere even if its illogical and kill me (been like this since early childhood, i remember being unable to sleep and panicking because i thought i needed to have my back facing the wall so i could keep an eye on my room in case i was attacked, but then theyd somehow get between the bedframe and the wall and still kill me! maybe theyre anorexic idk). I think this has led me to be more attached to killers in horror media, and such. Since at least the age of 7 ive had periods od frequent daydreams and fantasies about being killed and enjoying it. I think i would prefer to have a quick death with very little pain, hopefully no stabbing involved, but most my fantasies involve either being suddenly attacked from behind and having my throat slit or being kidnapped and killed later on, i can vividly see someone suddenly charging towards me if someone is behind me and i can see their reflection, and i get paranoid whenever cars drive past or slow down because i convince myself its because theyre after me. I also have some thoughts about being shot, but its not very realistic because of where i live.

 

[FrustratedMTFtrans]

less work for me so yes absolutely!

I agree, that's an important advantage, as is the body getting disposed by the killer, without our needing to think about it. We just disappear. The downside is that brutality and pain before and during death is likely, even if not explicitly agreed to be done, until finally finding peace.

An example of getting such a murder contracted as an alternative to suicide is the case of Dwain Hall killing Sonia Exelby at her own request. Yes, he was brutal by bruising her and cutting her face and breasts before he killed her by stabbing her 4 times with a 7-inch knife, but she had asked him to be brutal before killing her. The video in police hands showed him asking several times if she wanted to be killed and her confirming it each time,

She apparently had other guys lined up to do it, from the same fetish website on which she found Dwain Hall. Such guys can surely be found one way or another for those of us who want to CBT this way.

i would totally pay someone to either shoot me, strangle, or otherwise administer and oversee my death to make sure it's successful. i've considered it but i wouldnt want the other party to be penalized legally.

I agree, also that the other party shouldn't be penalized for fulfilling our desire to CBT this way.

 

[thaelyana]

Hey I don't want to spoil the atmosphere but I think this kind of post is a little (a lot) dangerous. This site is full of vulnerable people, if I were a little bastard in need of adrenaline I would have written to all the people who wrote "yes". Like the Japanese sentenced to death a few years ago. Maybe you know.
But, yeah. Sometimes I wish that. Look more easy to go (and u dont have to find excuses to do that)

 

[sickofeverything]

If it was quick and painless yes, the surprise of it would probably help si

 

[gardenhouse]

Yes

 

[dead dav]

Yes it would take the choice out of my hands I fantasise about being killed 3 bullets 2 to the chest one to the head or strangled

 

[bl33ding_heart]

Definitely, as scary as it would (if it's not instant) it would be far simpler than doing the job yourself.

 

[asymptoteofidealism]

They'd be doing me a favor. In all honesty, sure, if and only if it was the same method as my preferred suicide method. It would be better for me if my blood was on someone else's hands, rather than my own, though that may be a pretty selfish way of putting it.

 

[astroproto]

I wanna be shot and die due to bloodloss. Kind of curious about how it feels and just want some time to contemplate how shitty my life turned out.

 

[Katam]

I the case of murder I would favour a method of total annihilation, either by a large caliber rifle/gun or an explosive, with my body being burned and grinded to dust or dissolved in piranha solution afterwards so that there is no trace of me left, atleast this would be preffered in the murder case, but it is more of a fever dream fantasy than reality.

 

[mikidagreen]

100% im a little reserved about doing it myself cause i unfortunately have a little hope but i shotgun to the head would be fire

 

[bpdscared9]

My experience may be a little bit edgy and incel-ish, I apologize for the cringe.

My partner in one than more occasion threatened me with stabbing my heart to death. Obviously it's a very high risky allegation and it's very dangerous but it was pretty comforting to think about it. I'm agnostic, so heaven and hell never scared me but somehow, it felt like redemption being murdered than CTB myself, it feels less lonely and even more when it's someone you love. The idea didn't bother me or scared me, I found comfort in that.

So I think being murdered would save me the harsh time of preparing all the method by myself and my loneliness, plus I wouldn't die alone in my room or my living room, the idea is pretty comforting.

 

[praythestars]

I think right about now I'd do just about anything for someone else to just take over and decide my fate for me.

 

[whitetaildeer]

1000%, my late girlfriend wanted to kill me, and I sort of lament that she never got the opportunity

 

[gardenhouse]

Yes as long as it's quick and instant