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inconclusivesorbet

On my way
Jan 28, 2026
88
I imagine that Itd be preferable to grieve me as someone else's victim and not my own. Whatever way just dont set me on fire. Drown me, stab me, shoot me, choke me that's all fine. The assailant wouldn't know how much of a favor they may be doing me.
 
alivebutnotliving

alivebutnotliving

“The suffering said we go around”
Dec 16, 2024
40
This post is not a threat, I promise!
Suicidal people may yearn for death, but how would you feel if someone killed you?
Personally, compared to continuing to live, I would prefer being shot in the head, pushed off a cliff, hanged, or strangled, but I wouldn't want to be stabbed.
if i were to be murdered, i'd want it to be some giant freak accident i wouldn't be able to predict. but if i was able to make that decision myself, no. i want to be in full control over my life for once
 
tomame

tomame

forlorn đź’”
Dec 28, 2025
85
totally. would take the responsibility off me of ending it
 
intr0verse

intr0verse

Arcanist
Jan 29, 2021
432
I would like to be handed over a bottle of N. After i reach nirvana or buddhahood, i promise to clear all their negative karma. :halo:
 
LaetumCat

LaetumCat

I like to play with sharp items
May 11, 2025
101
Hm. As a concept, I wouldn't mind it I suppose. But realistically? No, probably not. They could torture me before death, make me slowly bleed out, etc. I'd only accept if I knew it would be quick and painless, otherwise no point in involving someone else in it.
Now, if it would be a double suicide in a way we kill each other not ourselves, now we're talking....
 
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slitter

New Member
Jan 7, 2024
4
This post is not a threat, I promise!
Suicidal people may yearn for death, but how would you feel if someone killed you?
Personally, compared to continuing to live, I would prefer being shot in the head, pushed off a cliff, hanged, or strangled, but I wouldn't want to be stabbed.
I really wish it would happen honestly but I know that's unlikely. I feel so guilty for wanting to ctb and I often fantasize about someone taking the burden of the job away from me
 
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PetalFlower98

New Member
Mar 29, 2026
1
Yes, as long as it is quick and instant. I would be very grateful actually.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,220
No, but I think one of those old school Gladiator showdowns would be a cool way to go out!
 

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OnMyWayToSomewhere2

Member
Jul 16, 2025
38
Since I'm not sure I'll be able to CTB without my SI getting in the way, maybe. If it were quick and mostly painless, that might be better.
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
1,548
I frequently have nightmares now. I had one last week where I was walking down the street at night and a car was following me and it was clear they were going to hurt or kill me. I was terrified. I woke up before anything happened. So no, I wouldn't like it. It would need to be something like a clean shot in the head while I wasn't looking.