TriggerHappy

TriggerHappy

In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
1,298
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I was loved and wanted and completely deluded. I may not be classically handsome but I am able to beguile and seduce. And then destroy.
So no. I'm ugly. A delicious monster.
 
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WhiteyBulger

Member
Mar 17, 2022
12
In a funhouse mirror. Actually, Whitey Bulger is my porn name.
 
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Euthanasia

Euthanasia

Student
Mar 18, 2022
106
To be honest, women treat me like a pervert and despise me, so I don't even think of myself as handsome.

They make fun of bullying me, but later I don't even know if it's more fun to socialize with same-sex friends.

Usually I'm treated like a ghost no matter what I say, no one pays attention.
 
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Insomniac

Insomniac

𝔄 𝔲 𝔱 𝔦 𝔰 𝔪
May 21, 2021
1,357
why does it matter. I'm aging anyway
 
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whatevs

whatevs

Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
Jan 15, 2022
2,914
Shorty, flawed, socially awkward, even-if charismatic, can't throw a hat in the ring with all those cool lusty alphas with a stiffy weenie in their pants
Esos malditos alfas y sus erecciones!!
 
lili

lili

Specialist
Feb 17, 2022
319
People are always telling me that I'm very beautiful. But what does that matter in the end. They just see me in a superficial manner, and probably say that because they just want to sleep with me.

I still feel very lonely and no one to truly talk to. I push people away because my personality is the worst. I also don't think I'm beautiful, I clearly don't look like a model. I'm not sure why people say this. People say things just to please. But in the end no one truly cares.

This is why I believe looks don't matter. Yet it's somehow something I obsess a lot about too.
I hate having grown up in a conventional female stereotyped society. I think this really messed me up and made me overtly care about things that don't matter.
 
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crxs

crxs

Member
Mar 21, 2022
5
Beauty is subjective, but also about love, the more you love yourself, the more you will care about yourself, a healthy body and proper hygiene it's considered attractive to the opposite sex, so, the more you care about you, the more attractive you look.

I don't care about myself.
 
☆AwaitingEntropy☆

☆AwaitingEntropy☆

Snuffing the Light Out
Nov 6, 2021
208
Ahh, definitely not. Overweight, ugly voice, etc - everything society as a whole deems "physically unattractive". Though, I don't mind how I look. I don't like viewing people in terms of "ugly" and "beautiful" by looks. But, I know it matters to others, so it does make socializing difficult, and things like romance impossible. But, it's not really a big factor in why I want to ctb.
 
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crippled with grief
Nov 8, 2021
335
Beauty is subjective, but also about love, the more you love yourself, the more you will care about yourself, a healthy body and proper hygiene it's considered attractive to the opposite sex, so, the more you care about you, the more attractive you look.

I don't care about myself.
BIG FOOT JINX!!!
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

Visionary
Sep 9, 2018
2,975
I just got a good haircut, I've decided to bump myself up a quarter point.
 
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new.solution1

Experienced
Dec 14, 2021
258
I am insanely good looking. Yes I get a lot of attention from the opposite sex. Yes people notice me walking in the streets. They stare a lot and sneak glances. I get approached by girls a lot.
 
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crippled with grief
Nov 8, 2021
335
Me rambling to my friends when I am drunk:
I am insanely good looking. Yes I get a lot of attention from the opposite sex. Yes people notice me walking in the streets. They stare a lot and sneak glances. I get approached by girls a lot.
 
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xrosex

Member
Dec 21, 2021
25
When I am taking good care of my health by eating healthy and working out regularly I would say am kinda attractive due to past experiences/comments/ random strangers giving me their number even if I was only sitting on a bus and didn't even say 1 word to him lol( he was hot ha)I been taken advantage of and stuff and especially when younger. Older now and trying to get back to being healthy and in shape….. difference this time is I don't give a shit what people think when comes to how I look which is a pretty big thing for me.
I know that when am not taking care of myself and let myself go that I am unattractive by the way people are with me especially men. It's like fucked up but we just human and though complex we're extremely simple lol, like I am treating it like an experiment- started looking after myself back in Feb and not easy and taking forever but I can see people starting treat me differently and I reckon come summertime ( cos really wanna get my energy levels up and be healthy, I feel like a snail and taking care of myself helps my mental health big time too) …. So yeah I think once am back in shape people especially the guys be treating me like they do when I ain't in a period of having let myself go.
I hope I don't sound pathetic and stupid but I literally don't talk to anyone and feeling bored and lazy as fuck so felt like sharing. It's so weird and am annoyed at my younger self for being so bothered about looks cos it really affected me back in the day. The way people treat me when unhealthy compared to being healthy due to my looks is I think, I just think it's all bloody ridiculous and I'm ridiculous too.
Have a nice night folks xpeacex
 
Fragile

Fragile

Broken
Jul 7, 2019
1,496
2/10.

I'm someone who attracts a lot of attention, but for the wrong reasons.
 
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PleaseTakeMeAway

PleaseTakeMeAway

Nothing to say anymore.
Jul 16, 2022
118
I'm quite pretty if you cover up half of my face.
 
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lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,470
Mid at best. And I guess depending on what you're into one factor about me can either make me monsterous af or desirable af. Mos def fetish material.

But I don't care about being hot since I wouldn't be able to profit off it in anyway due to anxiety. In fact being hot might increase my mental issues.

So I'm okay with my looks.some things I'd like to change but they don't make me miserable to where i wanna die.
 
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outatime_85

Warlock
May 17, 2022
774
On a scale of 1 to 10, I am a 1.5.

I attract no attention.
 
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callme

callme

I'm a loose cannon - I bang all the time.
Aug 15, 2021
1,235
I'm too lazy, otherwise I'd be making a list of all posts of members I believe are women that said they are hot

On a scale of 1 to 10, I am a 1.5.

I attract no attention.

But your music taste is a 100/10.
 
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Sibyl Vane

Sibyl Vane

Experienced
May 28, 2022
236
I'm the most attractive female that ever dared to step foot on this planet. I voluntarily quarantine myself to spare men the agony of beholding such striking and unobtainable beauty.

Often, when I venture into the streets, It's necessary to find ways to conceal my appearance to prevent an exacerbated and uncontrolled reaction from the male specimen.

It's indeed a miserable existence, but please, don't you worry about me. I'll find ways to deal with my good looks and fascinating personality.
 
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andweallfloatonok

andweallfloatonok

Member
Apr 2, 2022
38
i think i'm unconventionally attractive, dorky cute? i've had people tell me i look like michael cera in both an insulting and complimentary way. i've also been told i look like a severely depressed eleven from stranger things lol.
 
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abyss

abyss

Member
Jul 13, 2022
96
Relatively so based on comments from people, but it's not enough. I think I have bigger problems than looks I guess.
 
Message In A Bottle

Message In A Bottle

📜 Just me, myself, and I
Apr 1, 2022
362
Hard saying...I don't think I am. I am very uncomfortable in my skin 80% of the time.

I know my personality is a huge turn off. I can hardly look people in the eye and when I try to force it, I look like a crazy person. I make the atmosphere appear very hostile - so I can't really blame people for losing interest in me.

So what I'm trying to say is even if I was good looking it would not matter. The core of my problem is I'm unable to behave like a human being - Which makes me ugly.
 
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whatevs

whatevs

Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
Jan 15, 2022
2,914
'Chadlite' if I worked out and my mental issues didn't pollute my countenance. Basically average in the current state.
 
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castler

castler

Enlightened
Jul 11, 2022
1,206
I've got the face of the east-end of a westbound mule:happy:

I've never really been good-looking, but at least I can get affection from cats and such.
 
callme

callme

I'm a loose cannon - I bang all the time.
Aug 15, 2021
1,235
I've got the face of the east-end of a westbound mule:happy:

I've never really been good-looking, but at least I can get affection from cats and such

You could be called "catsler" then, castler.
 
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Fayefaye

Member
Jul 15, 2022
15
Average with makeup but getting uglier as I age. I have always had body dysmorphia but I feel more hideous than not these days
 
Dead Ghost

Dead Ghost

Mestre del Temps
May 6, 2022
1,342
I have no idea, my mother has always told me that if (sssh🤫 ... there are rumors that say she said it when she first saw me after I was born ... I do not know if to trust me 'someone like that). I've never cared, really.
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No en tinc ni idea, ma mare sempre m'ha dit que si (sssh... hi ha rumors que diuen que ho va dir quan em va veure per primera vegada després de nèixer... no se jo si refiar-me d'algú així). A mi no m'ha preocupat mai, la veritat.
 
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sneezing123

Member
Mar 26, 2021
7
with a mask on, the lights off.. hell yeah I am
 
Celerity

Celerity

shape without form, shade without colour
Jan 24, 2021
2,733
Average. I get some attention from men mostly because I am relatively young and take adequate care of myself.

Judging by the rate at which my parents aged, I should do a decent job of keeping a youthful appearance in my 30s and 40s.
 

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