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rabbithole

rabbithole

Experienced
Oct 26, 2020
271
I wish no one would. My mom and dad said they won't live.
 
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Forgotten

Forgotten

Student
Aug 19, 2020
129
Just my mom, I don't think anybody else would care. Some would even get happy as there is stuff like inheritance.
 
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Deleted member 94

Deleted member 94

Wizard
Mar 24, 2018
696
The taxman.
 
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Lost

Member
Apr 18, 2018
88
My mother, maybe the kids. But otherwise for the others is just life goes on
 
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elfgyoza

elfgyoza

Cursed
Aug 5, 2019
326
I think as much as we all wish we could be forgotten about, everyone does have someone that cares. At least one person will cry after hearing we've died, it's just human nature, we're social animals.
People we wouldn't even consider friends will be hit with some grief and sadness.
 
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yive

yive

life is evil
Nov 6, 2020
695
no one cares about me during my life, after my death no one will care about me either :)
but, fortunately, after death it won't bother me anymore.
 
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deadgirlahsatan

deadgirlahsatan

Specialist
Jun 5, 2020
373
My cat.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
Do people miss a human punching bag?
 
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LastWhisper

LastWhisper

Who cares if I'm drunk?
Oct 29, 2019
223
Even if someone would, why should I care?
 
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StuFin

StuFin

Arcanist
Oct 21, 2020
449
If you died today who would remember you 10 years from now?

Who would remember you 50 years from now?

Who will remember any of us 100 years from now?

Who will remember even this era 200 years from now (apart from in history lessons)?

You think 20 years is a long time? One of the top movies 20 years go was Gladiator - I bet you all know that movie by heart.

That's one fifth of 100 years.

Five Gladiators = 100 years.

That's how fast time passes.
 
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lonerclown666

Mage
Dec 1, 2020
540
i think my mom will go crazy but i dont think she will kill himself but live in pain
other people will dont care
 
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Weary Soul

Weary Soul

Soon I will be free
Nov 13, 2019
1,155

"would anyone care if you died?"​

In real life? I don't think so, they don't really know who I am - their grief would be for them and who they thought they lost, if they grieve at all.
 
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Mentalmick

Mentalmick

IMHOTEP!!!
Nov 30, 2020
2,049
Maybe the support staff where I live. That's about it. Thankfully.
 
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elfgyoza

elfgyoza

Cursed
Aug 5, 2019
326

"would anyone care if you died?"​

In real life? I don't think so, they don't really know who I am - their grief would be for them and who they thought they lost, if they grieve at all.
I have nothing much to add, I just think "their grief would be for them and who they thought they lost" is a great way to phrase it...it's like they don't truly know us and I doubt they'd be as sad if they knew what really went on in our heads
 
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Captive of Mind

Captive of Mind

Memento mori
Aug 11, 2020
409
I think only my family will care, a few friends will try to get in contact with me thru whatsapp but will later find out that I died.
Yeah, about the same for me. People don't care much for me anyways so they will get over it soon. It's not like anyone is involved with my life in an intimate way.
 
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justsad&done

Visionary
Nov 11, 2020
2,804
The thought that for me yes, people will care makes it harder to CTB. I am ready. I want to...but I know it will hurt people.
Kind of you to say that
It's true :hug:
 
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Throwmyselfaway

Throwmyselfaway

Not gone yet but soon
Jan 14, 2020
797
Doubt it! I'm sure will claim they miss me so but I truly doubt it
 
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SweetTangerine

SweetTangerine

ᴸᵉᵗ ᵘˢ ᵖˡᵃʸ, ᵒⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗᵉˢᵗ ᵒᶠ ˢᵗᵃᵍᵉˢ!!
Nov 9, 2020
41
i think people would miss me for a bit but then realize how utterly useless i was and realize i wasn't worth anything.
 
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MindFog

MindFog

:Professional Hypocrite:
Nov 19, 2020
733
My parents would, But I think they'll get angry first. Me escaping my responsibilities and bring shame to them would do that.
 
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Kat!

Elementalist
Sep 30, 2020
838
I would say me but I'd be dead lol
 
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Mer

Mer

Insert Witty Comment Here
Dec 2, 2020
66
I think only my family will care, a few friends will try to get in contact with me thru whatsapp but will later find out that I died.

My entire family will care, and it will cause a lot of pain.

But in the end, they will still be better off without me in the long run.
 
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_Kaira_

_Kaira_

This Isn't Fine
Oct 2, 2020
825
No. May be shocked and sad at first, but I'm 110% confident they'd move on pretty fast.
 
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D

Deleted member 20852

Guest
No.
Nobody sees me.
I wonder how long it would even take a single person to notice I'm gone.
 
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muffin222

muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
1,187
Yes. My death would inflict a lot of grief, pain, and sorrow upon people who love me, however few and far between those people are
 
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A_miStake_of_NATURE

A_miStake_of_NATURE

I wish no one had to CTB..........
Aug 14, 2020
703
Definitely, my Mom. She keeps telling me, if I go, she's gonna go too. My Dad's already dead. I guess he would too. I'm sure everyone else's gonna be fine.
But at the end of the day: does it really matter?..
 
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KuriGohan&Kamehameha

KuriGohan&Kamehameha

想死不能 - 想活不能
Nov 23, 2020
1,802
My boyfriend. Most of my family has already left this world or are terminally ill, but I have a younger sibling who might be upset for a few days.
 
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andy69

Experienced
May 23, 2019
292
My cats would miss me.
 
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Deleted member 23774

Deleted member 23774

Member
Nov 14, 2020
78
Only my family and a couple of friends would care, but I would become a distant memory.
 
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