Will be attempting later this evening with crushed Wolfsbane / aconitum napellus seeds, one package bought on Amazon 20 seeds that weigh in at over lethal dose. From university studies I've read .16g of the seeds is lethal dose. I've fasted to hopefully avoid making as much of a mess from the possible side affects of it. I also have Zofran/ondansetron to pre-med with to avoid nausea and vomiting as much as possible. From MayoClinic and working healthcare I know a 24mg max dosing 30 minutes prior to chemotherapy/severe nausea is advised, so that's what I'll do. Plus side as well of Zofran's heart issue side effects accentuating the Wolfsbane heart affects hopefully.
I also have oxycodone 10mg, gabapentin 600mg, and tramadol 100mg to hopefully also help with accentuating the heart issues and respiratory depression as well as of course keep me calm and just pass out ideally. I have more of each of those but don't want to take so much that I get crazy nauseous and disoriented to a frightening degree as I have no opioid tolerance whatsoever, they are just leftover pet medications. I will also have some activated charcoal capsules and place an IV catheter so that I can administer 5ml of 20mg/ml of Lidocaine if it becomes so unbearable and drawn out that I wish to treat symptoms to stabilize. I don't anticipate this being the case, but of course the idea of sitting in anguish for hours on end without actual death in sight isn't the goal.
Posting this in case it is helpful to any others, as this site has been helpful for me in finding info on technicalities on methods and how I learned about Wolfsbane to begin with. I've seen posts of failed attempts with it but it seems to have been with other strains of Wolfsbane not napellus specifically so I am hoping that is what will make or break the end result. I understand it's not exactly going to be the most peaceful route potentially but I've tried taking as much measures as I can think of to make it better. I will update if it fails or if I end up in hospital instead, though I am driving far out into woods away from folks and have no one in my life so the chances of ending up in hospital are virtually nonexistent. Hopefully these details assist others in planning their route. I appreciate this site for the logistics especially, helping to avoid wasting efforts on methods and incorrect dosing. No one wants to end up with a failed attempt or a vegetable.
My only previous attempts have been with a syringe pump and 2g fentanyl/China white powder bought off the tor.taxi archetyp market but it was shit and wouldn't dissolve despite adding citric acid and then trying to cook it down, tried with it anyway multiple times but the white chunks in it clogged my iv line and wouldn't push through. Immeasurably disappointing as I thought it would be surefire and took work to secure a syringe pump and IV catheter supplies.
For anyone who wants Wolfsbane study specifics, from one of the studies:
"The root is consisted of .3-2% aconitine (poison) which means you would only have to ingest about .15g of the root to reach a deadly dosage. There is a 0.2-1.2% aconite concentration in leaves which means .6g would be needed to kill a person. Lastly, there are 1-2% aconite in the actual seeds of the plant, which means that an adult only needs to take in about .15g of the seed to put themselves in an extremely bad position."
But studies on it are very easy to find if you feel up to doing the research.
Best of luck to everyone here.
I also have oxycodone 10mg, gabapentin 600mg, and tramadol 100mg to hopefully also help with accentuating the heart issues and respiratory depression as well as of course keep me calm and just pass out ideally. I have more of each of those but don't want to take so much that I get crazy nauseous and disoriented to a frightening degree as I have no opioid tolerance whatsoever, they are just leftover pet medications. I will also have some activated charcoal capsules and place an IV catheter so that I can administer 5ml of 20mg/ml of Lidocaine if it becomes so unbearable and drawn out that I wish to treat symptoms to stabilize. I don't anticipate this being the case, but of course the idea of sitting in anguish for hours on end without actual death in sight isn't the goal.
Posting this in case it is helpful to any others, as this site has been helpful for me in finding info on technicalities on methods and how I learned about Wolfsbane to begin with. I've seen posts of failed attempts with it but it seems to have been with other strains of Wolfsbane not napellus specifically so I am hoping that is what will make or break the end result. I understand it's not exactly going to be the most peaceful route potentially but I've tried taking as much measures as I can think of to make it better. I will update if it fails or if I end up in hospital instead, though I am driving far out into woods away from folks and have no one in my life so the chances of ending up in hospital are virtually nonexistent. Hopefully these details assist others in planning their route. I appreciate this site for the logistics especially, helping to avoid wasting efforts on methods and incorrect dosing. No one wants to end up with a failed attempt or a vegetable.
My only previous attempts have been with a syringe pump and 2g fentanyl/China white powder bought off the tor.taxi archetyp market but it was shit and wouldn't dissolve despite adding citric acid and then trying to cook it down, tried with it anyway multiple times but the white chunks in it clogged my iv line and wouldn't push through. Immeasurably disappointing as I thought it would be surefire and took work to secure a syringe pump and IV catheter supplies.
For anyone who wants Wolfsbane study specifics, from one of the studies:
"The root is consisted of .3-2% aconitine (poison) which means you would only have to ingest about .15g of the root to reach a deadly dosage. There is a 0.2-1.2% aconite concentration in leaves which means .6g would be needed to kill a person. Lastly, there are 1-2% aconite in the actual seeds of the plant, which means that an adult only needs to take in about .15g of the seed to put themselves in an extremely bad position."
But studies on it are very easy to find if you feel up to doing the research.
Best of luck to everyone here.
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or a "dead man's toe"... Whoops
My bad... and I think it's a lyric in a song that doesn't make a whole hell of a lot of sense, or maybe it does depending on my lack of know wtf wolfsbane is until now
