Method Will This Bathrobe Tie Be Enough To H**g Myself With?

[Illegal Preclear]

I've never attempted this before, full suspension or partial. But I want to 'practice' partial so to speak, as I've seen many do here. I have the option for full suspension, as I have a perfect spot in my house to do it from. I'm scared as hell, tbh. I've never attempted any CTB method before and actually having the ligature in my hand and putting it over the shower makes it all feel so real. I have no idea what actual SI feels like in the heat of the moment. I just have the house to myself for the next couple days and nights. I have plenty of time to do this without being discovered. As for the ligature - it looks stretchy and spongy but actually has no give to it and is a lot sturdier than it looks. It's 2 inches wide and 6ft long. I'm roughly 120 pounds and 5' 1" so it doesn't have all that much mass to hold. Like I said, I have a railing over the stairwell in my house if I want to do full suspension, and I have the shower here for partial. What do you guys think? Is this a good choice of ligature? I'm brain damaged enough as it is from years of Schizophrenia medication, I don't want to be a vegetable.... BTW Schizophrenia sucks. It's the reason I have no other option than to CTB. Would not recommend.

 

[Sleeper System]

Pretty bracelets.

 

[F@#$]

Probably not.
Maybe, I would try something stronger if it was me.

 

[Illegal Preclear]

Pretty bracelets.

Thank you! I made them myself.

Probably not.
Maybe, I would try something stronger if it was me.

I hear you. I actually have rope someone suggesting from a hanging megathread here saved on my Amazon. I figured the bathrobe tie was worth a shot because of the width and the fact it wouldn't cut the skin - which I read can mess up the whole situation. I'm still keeping it handy - you can't tell unless you actually have it in your hands, it is sturdier than it looks.

 

[socrates]

Yeah a normal rope would be rough on the neck.