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Desp

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Nov 27, 2023
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I want to CTB as I have too much guilt to make any significant progress in life. I have already wasted many years and it looks like the present and future years will be wasted too.
 
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lostinmythoughts

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Nov 30, 2023
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I want to CTB as I have too much guilt to make any significant progress in life. I have already wasted many years and it looks like the present and future years will be wasted too.
I'm so sorry that you have to go through the guilt experience! It's definitely not easy… I try to focus on the present time as I'm not sure about my future hopefully I won't be here
 
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Desp

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Nov 27, 2023
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I'm so sorry that you have to go through the guilt experience! It's definitely not easy… I try to focus on the present time as I'm not sure about my future hopefully I won't be here
Thanks,
 
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grahf

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Mar 3, 2024
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? I live in Indonesia where everything is impossible to find =(
I live in Indonesia too and want to use nitrogen but couldn't find hood SCBA or SCUBA because too pricey
 

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