Discussion Why u wanna die?

[weishenme]

People without any chronical diseases, how did you come up with the conclusion that dying is the best thing for u?

 

[dragonofenvy]

Because life doesn't have any fulfillment to me. I don't have chronic diseases, but I do have autism which had taken many of the good experiences from me and is the root cause of almost every single trauma I've experienced in my life. When I turned 20 I said "yep, that's it. I've experienced everything there is." I'm 25 now and am still giving recovery one last chance.

What's the point in living if you can't feel alive?

 

[judestfrancis]

the constant inability to grow. i feel like no matter how much progress i make, i just cant ever get better. theres nothing that's ever helped me, and my loved ones are better off without the burden of needing to comfort me when i fuck up over and over again.
i think as well, (dunno if youre counting this as a chronic illness but) the constant dissociation and flashbacks are actively ruining my life.

 

[ilovejennaside]

Because I suffered a lot from a fucking toxic and neglectful family that screwed my freaking life up and it absolutely sucks to feel like a victim

 

[HaibaneRakka]

I think one reason is ive spent to long feeling it that its just a forever part of me now and that like it excites me in some ways makes me miserable in others. I have a fear of change not all types of change but the change in which I see myself. I feel trapped in the world I live in and treated poorly for trying to be better. Like I feel isolated and overall I dont have any real world connections to anyone any contact I have is virtual I have god knows what mental illnesses in my head Ive failed school, cant work like I could work but no one wants to give me work I can do so ive been left on disabilty to my own devices. Its hard to explain this right now and ive probally said it better before but like in the past I went through some awful abuse and other situations and I dont think I fully recovered?

 

[retstardeda$$hole]

I was robbed of my childhood and now I cant socialise with people cause I am trans and have to learn stuff almost everyone has figured out.

I have ADHD and I am borke so I cant get broke, but even if I do get them, the thought of living with this fuck ass brain is painful. I am never on time. I postpone stuff like picking up something from the floor because i feel like it would take me hours.

Besides all that I feel like life has no meaning for me if at best I am mediocre.

 

[bl33ding_heart]

I have a lifelong mental disorder that I can't foresee myself living a good life with.

 

[brokennsad]

People without any chronical diseases, how did you come up with the conclusion that dying is the best thing for u?

Extreme Mental and emotional anguish is chronic too

 

[YourLocalEdgelord]

Let's see...

-trauma x100
-poverty
-heatwaves
-most people tossed me aside like trash for their own convenience
-having a job is draining
-german government is stripping us of our human rights as we speak
-grew up in a literal cult (Jehovah's Witnesses)
-had to drop out of school
-no doctor/therapist/whateverthefucktheywannacallthemselves think it's A pHaSE
-meds fucked me up
-people think I'm a bad person just because I stopped smiling

 

[TheEndof]

Simply, I'm not good enough. I'm nobody special except to maybe those few close to me and even then, they'd be better off. I also have made very awful mistakes and hurt the only person I have loved in life. I don't know how else to show him I'm sorry.

 

[Neverfoundahome]

I don't feel like I have any happy moments in my life and on top of that this last year has been full of failures.

 

[hughmun9]

I'm just tired of the whole cycle. Too much effort for too little reward. Not being conscious at all would be more pleasant.

 

[balladeer]

-german government is stripping us of our human rights as we speak

(I live in iran)

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll always prefer the peace of non-existence no matter what, this existence is a mistake that only ever tortures existing beings all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence so terrible and cruel.

For me ceasing to exist is the positive solution to find peace from the torturous burden of existing and I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way, all I want is to be permanently free from this terrible, cruel and futile existence. I just want to never suffer ever again, to me existing will always be only suffering, it's just so horrible to me how a human can be tortured in this existence for so long just to face the terrible extreme agony of old age, no matter what this existence should never be imposed, it's just so dreadful how humans cause all this pain by imposing this existence.

 

[meowpuppy]

im gonna kill myself because i'm not loved or respected enough in my life, in fact, i am hated vehemently
by a pretty large amount of people

 

[mockingbird9875]

People without any chronical diseases, how did you come up with the conclusion that dying is the best thing for u?

Tbh just everything in my life atm has just gone to shit and has been for years and just has been drewing me to the edge this year I just wanna be gone I just haven't found the time yet to ctb yet