Discussion Why u wanna die?

[weishenme]

People without any chronical diseases, how did you come up with the conclusion that dying is the best thing for u?

 

[dragonofenvy]

Because life doesn't have any fulfillment to me. I don't have chronic diseases, but I do have autism which had taken many of the good experiences from me and is the root cause of almost every single trauma I've experienced in my life. When I turned 20 I said "yep, that's it. I've experienced everything there is." I'm 25 now and am still giving recovery one last chance.

What's the point in living if you can't feel alive?

 

[judestfrancis]

the constant inability to grow. i feel like no matter how much progress i make, i just cant ever get better. theres nothing that's ever helped me, and my loved ones are better off without the burden of needing to comfort me when i fuck up over and over again.
i think as well, (dunno if youre counting this as a chronic illness but) the constant dissociation and flashbacks are actively ruining my life.

 

[ilovejennaside]

Because I suffered a lot from a fucking toxic and neglectful family that screwed my freaking life up and it absolutely sucks to feel like a victim

 

[HaibaneRakka]

I think one reason is ive spent to long feeling it that its just a forever part of me now and that like it excites me in some ways makes me miserable in others. I have a fear of change not all types of change but the change in which I see myself. I feel trapped in the world I live in and treated poorly for trying to be better. Like I feel isolated and overall I dont have any real world connections to anyone any contact I have is virtual I have god knows what mental illnesses in my head Ive failed school, cant work like I could work but no one wants to give me work I can do so ive been left on disabilty to my own devices. Its hard to explain this right now and ive probally said it better before but like in the past I went through some awful abuse and other situations and I dont think I fully recovered?

 

[retstardeda$$hole]

I was robbed of my childhood and now I cant socialise with people cause I am trans and have to learn stuff almost everyone has figured out.

I have ADHD and I am borke so I cant get broke, but even if I do get them, the thought of living with this fuck ass brain is painful. I am never on time. I postpone stuff like picking up something from the floor because i feel like it would take me hours.

Besides all that I feel like life has no meaning for me if at best I am mediocre.

 

[bl33ding_heart]

I have a lifelong mental disorder that I can't foresee myself living a good life with.

 

[brokennsad]

People without any chronical diseases, how did you come up with the conclusion that dying is the best thing for u?

Extreme Mental and emotional anguish is chronic too