Why this suffering?

[thedaywillcome]

Only for SI? We have to suffer for SI?

 

[universe]

This is the most sadistic side of life. To have a SI so that one stays alive and so that one does not die. When we will end up dying one day.
We stay alive by force, because of the SI which puts sticks in our wheels. If we decide on CTB, there is the SI that arrives. Even if we suffer mentally every day, that we can't take it anymore, our brain still finds its last strength for the SI and to torture us even more.

 

[FuneralCry]

Of course leaving this world can be very difficult because as humans we are all programmed to survive, even know we wish to be gone. It's the way that we have evolved. But suffering has no reason and no purpose, it's an inevitable consequence of bringing life into this world.

All suffering is unnecessary and could never be beneficial, and it's irrational to want to suffer. We exist in such a cruel world where everything is determined by random factors. If one tries to find a reason for all of this then they won't find anything. But of course after all even know it's difficult many people have overcame this instinct to survive and managed to ctb. I envy them as they are free from all suffering.

 

[Callie Arcale]

In my case, yes. I go on suffering every day because my SI overpowers my reason, my feelings and my desires.