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Bungee_gum

Bungee_gum

"It's all a travesty, if you ask me"
Jan 8, 2026
28
Tired
Of
Failing
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Visionary
May 10, 2025
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Unlucky777

Unlucky777

Specialist
Dec 10, 2025
398
Consciousness is evil
Consciousness is evil
 
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orcapythia

orcapythia

I start over with a dead variable
May 16, 2025
38
Can't experience anything
 
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deny_conformity

deny_conformity

do not be sorry, be better
Jan 8, 2026
89
End mental anguish
 
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NeonDrunes3

WannaDie
Jan 14, 2026
8
Selfishness
Loneliness
Memories

Selfishness of people who've used me then threw me under the bus before I catch it, sad thing one of those persons is suicidal themselves starves themself, slits themselves and writes diaries in their own blood; I'm here quite happily to just ctb without the drama thank you.

Loneliness as noone messages or calls me anymore even when I deach out they're usually short and not too interested; family for you. When it comes to friends, they all moved on after college and got jobs, lay around or are now single parents bitching about their exes every five minutes on Facebook.

Memories of things that have happened in my life some I buried from like the age of 4-5 and stuff in high school like bullying, then caring for my mum then watching her suddenly die at home whilst I was on my own then a year later finding my Dad. All this led to psychosis due to no support and whilst I was going through that I tried reporting what happened to me to the police in great distress but was dismissed as they though I was going under a MH crisis with no follow up or because I'm a guy and guys don't get abused do they. I was there eventually hospitalised for a month with the psychosis which had made me a lot worse as I still don't understand what had gone on. I have no support in place since only a checkup for half an hour with a paid documenter/psychiatrist who couldn't care less apart from writing down things that sound concerning then dishing out useless generic advice.
 
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nummie

nummie

Chronically silly
Feb 24, 2023
26
Hi All,

I have been more of a reader here, I'm curious and I'd like to know why you all want to die but with three words only as it would be easy to read.

I will start

lonely
Fear
Future !!
Toxic Families Suck
 
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maplebar

I try to be a decent person
Feb 21, 2025
50
It
Sucks
Here!!!!
 
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ToANewWorld

Rarity
Apr 16, 2025
94
heads, got tails
 
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darksouls

darksouls

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wrong
planet
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doomedbynarrative

doomedbynarrative

Losing more of myself every day.
Jan 21, 2026
261
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