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Happinessisasmile

MEMBER
Jul 17, 2026
30
Fuck
These
People….
Fuck
This
Place….
(Not aimed at SnSu) 13 words sry
 
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ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,396
I
Want
Peace
 
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Disabledfromjump7

Disabledfromjump7

This should never have happened.
Jul 27, 2026
101
My
Disability
Sucks
 
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urgent

Why do I have to suffer unbearably! HELP PLEASE!
Dec 6, 2025
387
Unbearable brutal pain
 
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hevnsfall

Cat mom
Jul 18, 2026
118
Cptsd
Anxiety
Depression
 
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h4ppyhypoxia

Experienced
Aug 8, 2026
240
ive had enough
 
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delinquentsandwich

delinquentsandwich

professional dissociator
Jan 23, 2026
194
suffering
regret
isolation
 
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abcdefg789

Experienced
May 8, 2026
234
* because I am hurting others
* extreme anxiety


PS I'm going to hell though. So I'm not going to get any "relief" as such when I die. But at least if I wasn't around then the suffering of others at my hands would stop. (Yes yes of course I should just stop abusing them! I have tried! Yes, I know that is lame but that's the reality).
 
purplehelix

purplehelix

New Member
Apr 12, 2026
2
not born female
Hi All,

I have been more of a reader here, I'm curious and I'd like to know why you all want to die but with three words only as it would be easy to read.

I will start

lonely
Fear
Future !!
 
limenlux

limenlux

Impermanent
Jul 12, 2026
301
Depressed
Disabled
Homeless
 
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Mr.Ruben

Anatomically correct
Jul 13, 2026
95
Anymosity
Funds
Desensitized
 
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NachoCheeze

New Member
Mar 10, 2026
1
I
Hate
Myself
 
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throbinhood

Member
Aug 3, 2026
22
Hi All,

I have been more of a reader here, I'm curious and I'd like to know why you all want to die but with three words only as it would be easy to read.

I will start

lonely
Fear
Future !!
Regret
Inadequate
Hopeless
 
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PeaceSeeker83

Specialist
Jul 23, 2026
332
Exit clown world
 
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Somewhat Suicidal

Somewhat Suicidal

surviving anhedonia ≠ living
Aug 26, 2026
383
suffering
regret
isolation

Won't get better

Regret
Inadequate
Hopeless
These, and

lonely
resigned
anhedonia

I guess also:
unloved, not being able to love anymore & sexless (for over 6 years now, impossible to even know the difference between being horny and liking a woman at this point)
every single little thing I have to do is a fucking ordeal to me (because there is no reason to actually do them, what for? for this shitty life? no thanks)
all of this just makes me insanely depressed, as you might have guessed. yay a rhyme
 
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markimobzzdeasui

Life is a cruel joke
Oct 24, 2021
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Death is better
 
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