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Living_Hurts_so_Much

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Jul 30, 2020
317
I ask myself most days. Today is just another day. What good was Accomplished by being here another day? I wish for release from this life. I want to not wake up to face another day.
 
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Raskolnikov's Axe

Raskolnikov's Axe

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Aug 31, 2022
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The mornings are the toughest to face, are they not?
 
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Hope:-)

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Jul 3, 2022
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Mornings are horrendous.
 
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Living_Hurts_so_Much

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theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
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me 2
 
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PrisonBreak

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Oct 29, 2021
122
That's a good question 😔
 
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Tmbass

Tmbass

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Jun 5, 2022
25
Yeah, genuinely can't remember a day I got into bed and though 'that was worth it'. Then we have to wake up and do it all over again, ugh.
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,561
For me personally, I do it for the sake of my dog. Once he's gone I don't know how ill be able to function day to day.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
12,180
Completely understand and feel the same. For me, I feel like I 'can't' end it while my Dad is still alive. Of course- I could- but for the time being, the guilt and worry I have over doing that to him outweighs my need- although it's getting harder and harder.

Honestly, it's just terrible. He wants to live as long as possible. He wakes up grateful to be alive. I wake up and HATE the fact that I'm still here. He said the other day- he might live another 10 years. Obviously- I want him to for him and I know I'm going to be devastated to loose him. Still- the selfish part of me thought- I don't know how I'm going to cope with another 10 years. (If he's right). It's monstrous to wish for anything else- I know. I'm just so sick of this life.
 
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StolenLife

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Sep 19, 2022
740
Waking up in the cold dreary morning after having a beautiful dream is the worst.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,431
It does sound ideal to peacefully pass away and be free from this life. I've always seen existence as only being a negative thing as we are trapped with our own thoughts with no real relief from ourselves. There are an unlimited amount of ways in which life can torture us and no limit to the horrible experiences that humans go through. Existence is just a cruel mistake, it's a tragedy how life is even a thing in the first place. There is no benefit or nothing to be gained from being alive, there are only disadvantages that would have all been prevented by never being born in the first place.
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
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'Daily Torment' is an apt description, I didn't think it was possible(for me)to be so uniformly depressed like this all the time
 
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makethepainstop

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Sep 16, 2022
2,029
I ask myself most days. Today is just another day. What good was Accomplished by being here another day? I wish for release from this life. I want to not wake up to face another day.
I curse the universe or God every time I awaken to draw breath another day. The only reason I'm here now is that I bought sodium nitrate instead of sodium nitrite. Now I have to reset my escape plan, to obtain s nitrite. I have a limited time span, as my money cannot last much longer. I have a 45 cal not single shot deringer, but I didn't want to use it for fear of brain damage and failure to ctb. I wish someone would send me an sn source in the USA. Love to all here.
 
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Hope:-)

Enlightened
Jul 3, 2022
1,120
I put up with it due to fear of physical pain. It really is that pathetic. I don't think I can do it much longer though. I'm trying to be philosophical about the physical pain- people die in pain and at times agony every day so what makes me so special that I shouldn't?? But yeah, that's been the crux of it so far x
 
hopelessgirl

hopelessgirl

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Oct 12, 2021
512
I just live for the food haha and dreaming about weed. Also my dog
 
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makethepainstop

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Sep 16, 2022
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THC gummies are good for you, very good indeed!😜😳😵
 
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Life is unfair

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Mar 27, 2022
25
I ask myself most days. Today is just another day. What good was Accomplished by being here another day? I wish for release from this life. I want to not wake up to face another day.
The only reason is because of my parents. I don't want to hurt them. Otherwise I would do it today.
 
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onlyanimalsaregood

onlyanimalsaregood

Unlovable 💔 Rest in peace CommitSudoku 🤍
Mar 11, 2022
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I really don't know
 
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blue_muse

blue_muse

Mage
Jan 31, 2021
553
I've been doing it for the wrong people, which is just as well because in order to fly I must die. There are too many anchors (people) holding me down for their own selfish needs, without ever really considering mine.
 
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makethepainstop

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Sep 16, 2022
2,029
In in the same position, I am a convenience for some damnable family members.
 
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