why do so many of you hate yourself. for me the problem is the exact opposite. i like myself but i hate this world

[tannu132]

I've won the lottery, I was born in Finland, amazing health and amazing family. Yet I am such a loser, I have no skills, I am lazy as fuck, I have no passions, I have no social skills.

I hate myself, I could achieve anything, but I am way too lazy. I am not happy like this, lying in my bed all day long, sometimes going on my pc to play. I have no actual friends. I have nothing which makes me happy.

I was given an incredible chance at life. I am throwing it all away.

 

[Yakui]

Can't I be both? I hate myself and the world, and even though I'm human shit I still don't think I deserve the shitty things that have happened to me.