Venting Why do I always go back to my old ways?

[obei]

So for the last week since I got out of the psych ward I have actually been starting to feel good. Was productive and all. But today literally a minor thing that I took wrong shattered it all, wont go into details since it is so stupid I am embarrassed to even tell anyone…
I mean, it is so tiring how one thing can shatter all the progress I have made.
And it is weird since I am diagnosed with a depressive EPISODE, which means it should end and isnt an illness right? I finally get to feel normal and like my life isnt a mess for a little bit and boom, it all goes away.
Gonna drink my pain away tonight lol.

 

[restless.dreams]

I know what you mean, it feels like one step forward and two steps back. I'm glad you were able to feel a little better though, at least for a while. Hope things look up for you <3

 

[Ash]

*waves from ten steps back*

 

[theboy]

Like what?

 

[sserafim]

Because of habits