obei

obei

This is the only place where you can say “kys”
Aug 4, 2023
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So for the last week since I got out of the psych ward I have actually been starting to feel good. Was productive and all. But today literally a minor thing that I took wrong shattered it all, wont go into details since it is so stupid I am embarrassed to even tell anyone…
I mean, it is so tiring how one thing can shatter all the progress I have made.
And it is weird since I am diagnosed with a depressive EPISODE, which means it should end and isnt an illness right? I finally get to feel normal and like my life isnt a mess for a little bit and boom, it all goes away.
Gonna drink my pain away tonight lol.
 
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restless.dreams

restless.dreams

Experienced
Feb 7, 2024
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I know what you mean, it feels like one step forward and two steps back. I'm glad you were able to feel a little better though, at least for a while. Hope things look up for you <3
 
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Ash

Ash

What dreams may come?
Oct 4, 2021
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*waves from ten steps back*
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
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Because of habits
 

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