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- Jun 18, 2018
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MwahahahaBecause really we want to live? "Boo, hiss. Pro lifer, get him!"
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MwahahahaBecause really we want to live? "Boo, hiss. Pro lifer, get him!"
I do the one more day thing too it's not like it's goin to get better or some miracle will happen yet we prolong the torture.The idea of having my mother go through another "child suicide" moment , Fear of failure - having to repeat failure and the "one more day" lie to myself
Well failing at an attempt doesn't mean you are a failure. We are family here! We love each other and validate.Failed on my attempt... Will perform another one pretty soon...
You are NOT a coward. We all have to go though a lot of mental gymnastics in order to do this. I failed twice. It wasn't because I was a coward. It was because I had self preservation instincts (which is primal) and high panic response when I tried partial suspension.I'm waiting for the N to arrive. Hopefully this will be before December.
Cowardice is part of the reason I've lived so long. I attempted suicide many years ago, and failed. I decided to give life another chance. Bad mistake, life sucks, it's not worth it.
Same as always a mask for other people never around when you need them all over you when your trying to exitVery elaborate, you must have spent quite some time and intelligence for your plan. Chapeau!
It appeals to me, although I would be scared to mess it up by getting drowsy of alcohol and benzo, and fall asleep on the chair... but that's just me...