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why am i still here?

thedevilwithin

thedevilwithin

anima vestra
Oct 4, 2023
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this feeling never fucking goes away. i'm so unbelievably tired. why did i do this to myself.. why couldn't i just be normal? the only real emotion i feel is this deep deep cold hatred i have for myself. i really fucking hate everything about myself. everyday is the same. i dont know what the near future holds but i am terrified. the thoughts give me migraines and it feels like my head is going to explode. i dont know what to do anymore. fuck it i guess.
 
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