Venting Why am I so worthless and a loser

[IzzyK8176]

I'm 19 years old and I don't know why I'm such a loser. I don't know what to do with my life, I'm going to college, but I feel that I wouldn't feel fulfilled in my career or any other. I have no friends, I got so used to being alone that I self isolate on habit, my family sometimes complains about how lazy, worthless, and what a bad person I am. I'm chopped, and my mental state is in rapid decline, I feel as if nobody cares about me, and I just want it all to end.

 

[LastNite]

Same here. It's really rough. I personally dont know where Im heading. I hope for you it's different. Im lowkey just fucking living it out no clue if I'll ever be happy or end up killing myself. Also dont degrade yourself it really makes things feel worse than they are. Your value is the same as any living person on earth compared to some it's probably even more valuable.

 

[Hime]

Yeah I'm also in the boat of just existing. Just letting life carry me wherever it pleases. So far... Nothing is really selling me on this. How long do I need to deal with this "motion sickness on this boat" before we get to our happy destination making it all worth it?

 

[FadingSnowFake]

Does anyone know what to do with their lives at 19? I doubt it. You can't be a loser if you're going to college. It shows that you are doing something, and it may just open doors for you which are closed at the moment. Sorry you feel this way, I hope you can give it some time, and don't be so hard on yourself. Sending hugs.