Who is making you reconsider things? For me its my mum

[kindalone]

My sister. She's been brought up to fear the world and nobody has taught her how to navigate it alone. Like me, she needs a lot of handholding and support. The difference is, I never got it and have been trying to fix some of the mistakes. She said she'd die if I were to leave this earth. I really fear that. I want her to be happy and experience life without having to worry. It keeps me going but I go through a lot of pain because of it.

 

[astonishedturnip]

My parents. They're so good to me and deserve better than to bury their baby girl. But I'm not sure I'm strong enough to watch them age, get frail, and pass away. Just the thought of it makes me wish I was dead.