Szinuus
I see the bus...I can almost see it
- Aug 19, 2022
- 175
Obliviate
Abandon All Hope
- Aug 13, 2022
- 562
LOL me and I give no shits about it. Humans are too trashy to let anyone get that close to me
tchaik18401893
tchaikovsky
- Dec 31, 2022
- 121
Does SA count? then yes. if not, then no and i couldnt care less anyway.
Lost in a Dream
Enlightened
- Feb 22, 2020
- 1,316
No, but I wish I was going to die a virgin. Then I wouldn't be stuck with the bad memories of my past relationships that failed. If I would've known how over rated it really was, maybe I would've been content with being alone from the beginning.
Szinuus
I see the bus...I can almost see it
- Aug 19, 2022
- 175
onceuponadec
I am a poor wayfaring stranger
- Dec 23, 2022
- 105
I am asexual so I will die a virgin.
I never liked the idea of sex or having any type of romantic relationship.
I never liked the idea of sex or having any type of romantic relationship.
FuneralCry
She dreams of eternal sleep
- Sep 24, 2020
- 20,087
Sex sounds like something absolutely repulsive, and all those who have it and want to disgust me. It’s really such a terrible thing how the human species even evolved in the first place.
And after all, sex is the true cause of all problems that existing beings have to go through in the first place as we all wouldn’t be here if other people didn’t decide to selfishly procreate.
It would literally be one of the most horrifying things ever ending up pregnant, like I cannot bear to think about it, it disturbs me the thought of going through that process of carrying an existing being and then bringing a child into this world just to suffer. I can’t believe that people see this as being acceptable, there is nothing to justify bringing life here.
And anyway the human body is disgusting in the first place, something that can potentially torture us to extreme extents could never be attractive. But of course the answer is yes, I’m 22 as well, and I’ve existed for 22 years too long.
And after all, sex is the true cause of all problems that existing beings have to go through in the first place as we all wouldn’t be here if other people didn’t decide to selfishly procreate.
It would literally be one of the most horrifying things ever ending up pregnant, like I cannot bear to think about it, it disturbs me the thought of going through that process of carrying an existing being and then bringing a child into this world just to suffer. I can’t believe that people see this as being acceptable, there is nothing to justify bringing life here.
And anyway the human body is disgusting in the first place, something that can potentially torture us to extreme extents could never be attractive. But of course the answer is yes, I’m 22 as well, and I’ve existed for 22 years too long.
GasMonkey
Nitrogen Master Race
- May 15, 2022
- 1,182
Me, 38M.
It's the reason why I'm gonna CTB, there is no reason for me to be alive if I don't have access to sex and affection from young beautiful girls. The frustration I feel everytime I see one in the street is ineffable.
Only death can free me from this curse.
It's the reason why I'm gonna CTB, there is no reason for me to be alive if I don't have access to sex and affection from young beautiful girls. The frustration I feel everytime I see one in the street is ineffable.
Only death can free me from this curse.
Lost in a Dream
Enlightened
- Feb 22, 2020
- 1,316
movinout17
Hi friends
- Feb 2, 2023
- 37
Same. I’m 22m, not ugly and i don’t have much problem going to the gym. but social skills and confidence are not there at all, L rizz. I’ll rather be out of shape and uglier but with a different personality. I’m only getting older, and I know that sex and a relationship will not fix my life anyway. But since I was 5 or younger, I was a horny mf. It’s sad
GasMonkey
Nitrogen Master Race
- May 15, 2022
- 1,182
Personality is cope, you only need to be good looking to get girls.
No amount of personality will make you attractive to girls if you are not physically attractive.
No amount of personality will make you attractive to girls if you are not physically attractive.
DriftingAway
Crusader of Hopelessness
- Jan 16, 2023
- 31
„Young beautiful girls?“ You sound like a fucking creep and there's a good reason why you're a virgin. Hopefully it stays that way.
mafuyu
electric angel
- Feb 9, 2023
- 72
Insert quote about life fucking us all.
I’m ace, so it doesn’t really matter to me.
Edit to say though, I think it would be cool to fuck and then just kill our selves. Idk why. Where’s my slut era?
I’m ace, so it doesn’t really matter to me.
Edit to say though, I think it would be cool to fuck and then just kill our selves. Idk why. Where’s my slut era?
movinout17
Hi friends
- Feb 2, 2023
- 37
Way to be understanding.
It sucks to be this way. He said the quiet part out loud, like no shit young beautiful girls are young and beautiful. Not his fault he’s not young anymore.
movinout17
Hi friends
- Feb 2, 2023
- 37
Nah, personality is not cope, it matters. You can be handsome and fit, but if everything you say is cringe, mental health and personality broke, then you can end up on this forum anyway. Like, people like me and the user prog are young and I believe it’s our minds that are fucked.
But looks are so important, I recognize that. Growing up ugly, you’re at a disadvantage it’s just a fact
Yes, when I was around 16 I suffered a medical malpractice "there", my life has been ruined ever since, Im now 26M and I just cant anymore,
once I get the SN and some AE, Im out.
once I get the SN and some AE, Im out.
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stermc
lost and found in my confusion
- Nov 24, 2022
- 757
Wow that’s a lie
MizzShadows
in a dark place
- Nov 26, 2020
- 654
Temporal_Anchorite
wanting outta this bitch
- Sep 23, 2022
- 41
Probably me.
As a guy who's considered at least somewhat attractive by both women (and even other dudes), I've had plenty of opportunities. Unfortunately, I have an insurmountable aversion to intimacy and vulnerability that causes me to impulsively self-sabotage any chance presented to me. Even when I was briefly involved in a romantic relationship at around 19, I was too personally inhibited and deliberately dismissed any romantic advances that would likely escalate into sex.
Yes very strange, I know.
As a guy who's considered at least somewhat attractive by both women (and even other dudes), I've had plenty of opportunities. Unfortunately, I have an insurmountable aversion to intimacy and vulnerability that causes me to impulsively self-sabotage any chance presented to me. Even when I was briefly involved in a romantic relationship at around 19, I was too personally inhibited and deliberately dismissed any romantic advances that would likely escalate into sex.
Yes very strange, I know.
resolutory
Sky Watcher
- Sep 13, 2022
- 232
This is EXACTLY how I feel and is also the reason I want to CTB.
I have no desire for sex for some reason (I guess that makes me an asexual but I don't really look into all that) but apart from that, this is exactly how I feel. Even seeing pictures on the internet of girls agonises me to a degree that others just don't understand.
It baffles me really, because I find the people that post them are usually people who also can't get them, yet they seem to find great pleasure in posting them for some reason. I'm like 'how are you not experiencing pain from looking at these girls!? That you know you can never have!?' and they just say 'These girls have brought me immense joy in life!'
I find it fascinating. It causes me so much agony every time I see a girl I find beautiful, knowing I could never be with her, yet other people are.
Not me but a woman ruined my life so honestly it would be preferable to be a virgin but I can see how that would affect your self esteem and be very frustrating
SuicidalSheep
Member
- Feb 20, 2021
- 48
I will, though I got close recently.
It doesn't really matter, because when your circumsition gives you 5mm of inner foreskin left unlike normal "high cut" circumsitions you barely feel anything down there. I'll never know what it feels like. And SSRI took away my already weak orgasms. Any sexual pleasure I feel is mental and periodical, not steady. I used to think people were simply exaggerating about masturbation and sex. Turns out it's genuinely supposed to feel good. For me it's just releaving. Like food without taste, so you just have texture and the idea of satisfying your hunger. Also I doubt I'd deel anything without a condom and I have to Concentrate super hard mentally to feel anything if I just ignore it and let myself be touched it's like touching my arm. Any moan I make is purely from anticipation and relief but it always feels unsatisfying like something is missing and then my body just demands more. It sucks because my body seems to get aroused by anything slightly intimate very quickly yet I have no way to really satisfy it and also it triggers the shit out of my pure ocd.
Then there's my male body. The thought of someone being attracted to me for my male body disgusts me once it gets to a real, personal level. Interacting with people sexually as a male disgusts me. It feels off and unnatural. Especially if they emphasize me being opposite.
I recently at age 26 had a sort of oppertunity but stopped right before it really happened because it turns out that despite my remaining libido, I actually find sex rather repulsive, both physically and existentially. I may crave it in one sense, but good luck with actually realizing it...Seems like I only crave it in unrealistic fantasy, and it's not like I can satisfy my libido anyway with this little sensitivity. Also, my oppertunity was with a guy. Women do not seem to find me all that interesting as someone other than a friend. They just don't. And something is just heavily wrong with me. Most people I know have had relationships and dates or mutual attraction. I haven't. I fucked up somewhere.
It doesn't really matter, because when your circumsition gives you 5mm of inner foreskin left unlike normal "high cut" circumsitions you barely feel anything down there. I'll never know what it feels like. And SSRI took away my already weak orgasms. Any sexual pleasure I feel is mental and periodical, not steady. I used to think people were simply exaggerating about masturbation and sex. Turns out it's genuinely supposed to feel good. For me it's just releaving. Like food without taste, so you just have texture and the idea of satisfying your hunger. Also I doubt I'd deel anything without a condom and I have to Concentrate super hard mentally to feel anything if I just ignore it and let myself be touched it's like touching my arm. Any moan I make is purely from anticipation and relief but it always feels unsatisfying like something is missing and then my body just demands more. It sucks because my body seems to get aroused by anything slightly intimate very quickly yet I have no way to really satisfy it and also it triggers the shit out of my pure ocd.
Then there's my male body. The thought of someone being attracted to me for my male body disgusts me once it gets to a real, personal level. Interacting with people sexually as a male disgusts me. It feels off and unnatural. Especially if they emphasize me being opposite.
I recently at age 26 had a sort of oppertunity but stopped right before it really happened because it turns out that despite my remaining libido, I actually find sex rather repulsive, both physically and existentially. I may crave it in one sense, but good luck with actually realizing it...Seems like I only crave it in unrealistic fantasy, and it's not like I can satisfy my libido anyway with this little sensitivity. Also, my oppertunity was with a guy. Women do not seem to find me all that interesting as someone other than a friend. They just don't. And something is just heavily wrong with me. Most people I know have had relationships and dates or mutual attraction. I haven't. I fucked up somewhere.
whatevs
Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
- Jan 15, 2022
- 2,798
It's all up in the air but I could! I'm 32, male.
Ah, the same boring, old and false idea of Looks Trump All. No, it's Status, Looks and Personality, in that order, to acquire sex with women. Status means being a successful artist or someone highly sought after in a group. It's normally associated with wealth.
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Tricondyla ledouxi
Student
- Jan 2, 2023
- 132
stermc
lost and found in my confusion
- Nov 24, 2022
- 757
Well, it depends on the woman, first of all. I would say the main thing that makes me want to have sex with someone (and have any kind of intimacy) is their personality. Of course looks are important because of physical attraction, but it’s not the main thing. Also, I wouldn’t say “status” or “wealth”, but ambition and hard working. These are things I consider when it comes to building a relationship (not for sex).
whatevs
Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
- Jan 15, 2022
- 2,798
Ambition and hard working == status and wealth. I'm not being misogynistic btw, it's normal to want to mate with someone succesful. Also, even though personality is undoubtedly essential, it seems that looks carry a little more weight for both sexes, despite what they say outwardly. Something else to consider is that good looking people develop more laid back, confident personalities than those that are ugly, mishaped or short.
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